Apartment 207

Chapter 14:

I slam the door when I walk in, angrily throwing my jacket to the floor and ripping off my shirt.

"What is this shit!" I yell, I walk to my room. Then falling on the bed, so many thoughts going through my mind. One stuck out.

"What if he hurts himself again?" I whisper, quickly jumping up. Pulling out a red T-shirt and putting it on. I hurry to were I kicked off my shoes, putting them on too.

'But what if he isn't and I'm just over thinking it? He might not even want to talk to me.' I think, shaking my head. A tear falls down my cheek, I wipe away the tear. Going to the bathroom washing my face.

"I have to tell him..." I whisper, looking at myself in the mirror. Then I walk to the door. Opening it slowly, taking a deep breath and heading out

I hesitate as I walk a couple steps to his door.

No sound. it's blank.

should I even do this? I think to myself. I haven't even came out to my parents yet. nobody knows.

I have to. I have to do this.

I take my sweaty palm out of my jean pocket. and knock.

no turning back now. this is it.

I don't hear anything; it makes me nervous. I hope he's home.

I knock again.

nothing.

fuck it. who cares. I'm not Turing back. my feelings are too big to back out.

I turn the doorknob slowly. almost regretting this decision.

it's unlocked.

I open the door as I come to only one light on; his bedroom light.

it reminds me of where I found him the first time we talked. him almost dieing.

I shrug off the thoughts that are coming to my head about that night.

I walk quietly to the door.

the creaking floor is making my butterfly's grow.

as I'm about to open the door I hear something; the bed moving.

I take a deep breathe and open the door.

At first I thought I was seeing things; but I wasn't. I was appalled at what was happening.

I see a blonde in his bed.

" who the fuck is that " I scream uncontrollably.

Tyler jerks up in shockness of my voice.

" J-Josh? what the fuck are you doing here? get out! " he says as he pushes the girl off his lips.

I look distinctly at the girl.

Short blonde hair; Bright blue eyes; bangs.

I catch myself staring at her as Tyler breaks it. Tyler shoves me out and closes the door.

" shit " I scream.

I was going to tell him. what the fuck just happened. he was kissing another girl? I thought he felt the same way!

I quickly run out, sobbing.

I stop outside the door and fall to the ground; catching my face in my hands.

I can't believe he did this to me!

I'm shaking uncontrollably; I am crying louder than anything.

A million thoughts go through my mind.

why didn't tell me?

I cannot live without Tyler Joseph.

I love him.