School started and I ate around 500 calories. I felt misplaced in the group of my friends like I didn't know them anymore they seemed like strangers.
I feel lost, I don't know who I am sometimes, I'm sick of school, I'm done with everything. I don't laugh or interact with my friends like I use to, my blonde best friend does TBH and when I like it it's "your my best friend, I don't want you to leave me" but I saw she wrote the same in others, I felt a little disconnected from her today :(. I have two best friends that I trust with everything inside me, they are the only ones I can tell a secret to because I know they won't run off and tell others because they have the same trust issues with me with some others in the group.
There's only two boys in our group, they are like older brothers to me, they both are are very thoughtful, they are like two peas in a pod it's funny though because their girlfriends are best friends haha, it's like brother hood and sister hood. They are really nice and loves everyone haha reminds me off the party when we had some drinks.
I checked my weight I'm 53kg, I'm happy because I'm back to my weight that I was a few months ago. And I'm three kilos down from reaching 50kg.
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