I don't know how to express my feeling towards him. I want to say it to his face not behind a screen. I don't want to approach when his with all his friends. He makes me nervous just even if his staring at me or I walk pass him. Every Time I see him with his group of mates their heads pop up like sea gulls when they see me 😂. He graduates and he only has a few weeks left fuckkkkkk, anyway his in my home room (where we mark off on the role and sit down for 20 minutes before the bell signals first lesson).
My sister says when he walks in and I'm doing work in a book or on my phone she said he always glances down to see what i am doing.
Which makes me feel ughhhh I can't describe. His so tall and I'm small. Reason why I'm small dad pulled out before his height genes could make me 😂 all my siblings are taller than me and I'm the oldest fudgggggeeee.Also I'm trying to limit my swearing so I probably say animal and other random words 😂.
You can say I'm love struck.
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