The day I felt even more hurt....
I got a call from a no caller ID the male voice claimed to be the guy I like. I message the guy I like in Facebook asking if he rang me and he said "no I didn't??" And I assumed it was his friends. I called my best friend describing what happened with the phone call and she came clean to telling her boyfriends best friend to say and pretend to be the guy I liked (His name is Will and his the one in the previous story, the one i confessesed my feelings to) anyway I said to my best friend sorry rephrase ex best friend "that was weak you how much I liked Will and how it hurt when he was with someone else" and have your minion to say on the phone "sorry I was a dickhead on the messenger, I love you and all this shit" it hurt more that my best friend would do something like that to me and not think how I would react instead it was a laughing joke to you.
I liked him for two mother trucking (I hate swearing) damn years. You encouraged me to tell him how I felt I did it, but was I too late to tell him or he never liked me. And here you are thinking this is a joke. Another back stab congratulations you've done it again.
I'm sick of trusting people, I should cut myself off from them, I'm only going to get hurt in the end. Little did they know they are now treading on thin ice.
It hurts another girl stole his heart but I have to be happy for him even if he looks at her like she's heaven and for me it felt like hell. He was galaxies in my eyes and I was the destruction of a black hole.
I'm going over my previous entries just to see if things changed or stayed the same and what I was feeling those days.
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