Better Then He Can - s.m.

11

"Shawn, you need to leave now." I say shoving him away from me

"Wait wait Charlotte! Come back please I'm sorry." He said following after me

"No Shawn Go home now! quickly as I crutched my way up into the house. I quickly shut the door .

"Char what's wrong?" Dad asked as we walked into the living-room

"Nothing dad, I'm going to my room I just want to be alone." I said maneuvering my way up the steps. I got to my room and crawled into bed my phone started to buzz

S: Charlotte I'm so sorry. I was stupid to kiss you. Please talk to me I'm so so sorry 😥😥 😔

C: No Shawn I said go away leave me alone Shawn.

S: Charlotte listen to me I'm so so so sorry. Please talk to me.

I just let my phone buzz

S: Charlotte

S: Charlotte Rose

S: Rosie

S: Charlotte please!

S: ugh i'll text you later i guess

I grabbed my headphones off my nightstand and turned on Pandora.

I hate u, I love u came on

Feeling used but I'm still missing you, and I can't see the end of this.Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips and now all this time is passing by.But I still can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you.Realize how much I need you I hate you I love you I hate that I love you.Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you.

This song seemed to fit kinda how I was feeling. Not exactly used but missing him yet i am pushing him away wanting to kiss him again even though it could ruin our friendship hating him but at the same time loving him because how could I hate a guy that made me smile so much that made me super happy on my worst days A guy who has been there through it all with me.

Shawn's P.O.V.

I hopped back into my car and drove back to my house.

"How could I be so stupid?" I said to myself

I quickly ran up to my room and turned on the radio. Heartbreak Girl came on I wasn't to familiar with the band singing it but I sat and listened to the song

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I texted Charlotte

S: Charlotte I'm so sorry. I was stupid to kiss you. Please talk to me I'm so so sorry 😥😥 😔

C 💘: No Shawn I said go away leave me alone Shawn.

I sighed I stopped for a second

S: Charlotte listen to me I'm so so so sorry. Please talk to me.

S: Charlotte

S: Charlotte Rose

S: Rosie

S: Charlotte please! 

She stopped looking at my texts and definitely stopped replying I sighed

S: ugh i'll text you later i guess

I continued to listen to the song

I dedicate this song to you,the one who never sees the truth, that I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.Hold you tight straight through the daylight,I'm right here. When you gonna realize that I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

This song seemed to fit kinda how I was feeling. She never sees how much I care for her or how much I like her I can easily treat her better than Nick. I held her through the day and through the night as she cried because Nick had first started to abuse her. It wasn't physical at that time but he would get drunk and he would throw words at her left and right. I just wanted her to realize how much i liked her. I probably just screwed everything up. I sighed and cranked up the volume listening to the song.