Better Then He Can - s.m.

20

I rolled over checking my phone. Nick had texted me 3 times, I didn't bother looking at them. He has probably gone back to his original self. I looked at the snoring Jack, he looked so peaceful. I felt so bad, Jack was only going to get hurt. I pulled the covers off of me pulling my phone off the charger. 5:23 AM I sighed the sun barely peeking over the horizon. I heard Jack moan and mumble something. I turned looking at the now awake boy.

"What are you doing awake? Jack asked

"I've been awake I would like to ask you the same thing!" I said laughing

"I woke up because you weren't next to me. " He said grinning like an idiot

"You really want to cuddle don't you?" I said looking at my bare feet

"Mhmm, do you mind?" He asked

"No not at all." I said walking back over to his messy bed

I laid down setting my phone on the table next to me. I laid my head on Jack's Chest.

"Charlotte, I have a question." Jack stated making his chest rumbled

"What is it Jack?" I asked slowly closing my eyes

"Why do you like Shawn?" He asked

"What do you mean why do I like Shawn?" I looked up at him

"I mean it's a pretty simple question, Why do you like him?"

"I like him because he's there for me, he's sweet and kind he can make you happy when you've had the shittiest day." my smile grew wider and wider thinking about him

"You shouldn't like him." Jack said making me frown

"Why not?" I said sitting up looking at him

"He's a dick Charlotte! He'll kiss you but then kiss another girl, you shouldn't be treated like that." He said wrapping his arms around me

"I don't think he tried it, he told Nick that!" I said pulling away

"Charlotte, will you be my girlfriend?" Jack asked staring in my eyes

"Jack I don't know." I sighed getting up

"Where are you going?" He asked

"To change i'm going home."I said grabbing my phone and my clothes

"Charlotte you can't be serious it isn't even 7 yet." Jack said scrambling out of bed

"I told my dad I would be home in the morning." I said my blood boiling

I walked out of the bathroom throwing Jack his clothes.

"Charlotte! At least let me take you home!" Jack said blocking the door

"I think you've done enough Jack!" I said grabbing my charger and bag before walking out

I walked down the sidewalk, the morning air already warm. I checked my phone 5:47 I sighed Dad wouldn't be up. I continued walking my house finally coming in view.

I grabbed my keys out of my little bag. I opened the door quietly making sure to shut it and relock it. I tiptoed up the steps peaking my head into dad's room. He laid there snoring his arms tightly wrapped around the pillow his phone laid a few inches from the pillow. His cheeks tear stained, I sighed feeling bad. I walked down the hall opening my door seeing a sleeping body on my bed. I walked over slapping Shawn he shot up at the impact of my hand across his cheek.

"What the hell Charlotte?" He yelled

"Don't you what the hell me! Why are you in my bed?" I screamed back at him

"I came over last night, and you weren't home I sat here waiting for you but you never came. I must've fallen asleep." He ran his hands through his hair

I looked down at him " I feel like shit Shawn." I began to cry

"Charlotte! Please don't!" He said

" Well I do how do you expect me not to! I get my hopes up and then they fall to bits and it hurts so much! I feel to many different things for two different people and I don't want to get hurt anymore." I broke down in full sobs Shawn ran up to me wrapping his arms around me, I slid my arms around his neck I stood there sobbing.

"It's going to be okay Charlotte." Shawn said rubbing my back

"No Shawn it's not i'm so tired of feeling like this." I got out in between sobs

"Feeling like what?" Shawn asked

"Feeling like I have no one, like i'm a burden! I just want to die Shawn." I gasp for air feeling light headed

"Charlotte, Charlotte talk to me please!" Shawn said as I blacked out