Kissed By A Demon (Boyxboy)

Jackson

My demon gives control back to me as we walk towards this Jackson guy. I can't believe he whimped out on me because he heard that Jackson was strong. What does he think I can do about it? To make matters even worse I feel like I am being watched the whole time that I am walking with Dasher. This is really humiliating, I hate all the stares I feel on me.

After walking for a while we finally make it in front of a certain room and Dasher casually knocks on it. A toned guy with a caramel skin tone and a mohawk opens the door. He lets us in and then walks over to me he looks to be really tall, he is at least 6'5. I stare up at him and I almost get lost in his ocean blue eyes. The guy casually turns away from me and then puts on some music before going to sit by the window. Dasher releases me from the vines and says "I'll leave you two alone to talk." Before he can walk out the guy looks at him and says "Stay. This has as much to do with you as anybody."

The guy then turns to me and says "Hello Jesse. I'm Jackson. It is nice to meet you, even though it is under this kind of situation." I look down feeling guilty that my demon has caused such trouble. Jackson says "You don't seem like your demon is in control." I sigh and say "He isn't right now. He got scared of you and left me in charge for now." Dasher cuts in and says "It isn't good to give your demon side control over your body. It can seriously harm your body if it thinks that it will feel something from doing it. Demons are very tricky beings. Maybe you should start taking your medication to hold off the demons power again." I frown at him and say "I don't want to hold off its power, I want it to be in control."

Dasher gasps and says "You're crazy! Why would you let it have control? At least just stop taking the medication if you were gonna do that because then you would still be you just the demon would have a bit control." I start to tear up and say " I don't want to be me at all because when I am I feel like I want to hurt myself. I promised someone that I wouldn't hurt myself so I decided this was the best way. Besides, no one cares about me anymore so what is the point of being myself." Dasher and Jackson both give me a saddened expression and Jackson says "Jesse, that isn't true. You have a lot of people who care for you."

I start crying harder and say "I don't have anyone. I even lost the one person who I thought would never leave my side and would protect me from the pain I'm feeling now. That person is the one who caused me to feel like this and I wish that he didn't even try to save me in the first place if he was just going to make me feel like this in the end. Please just let my demon have control, I really don't want to feel like this anymore."

Jackson sighs and says "I can't do that Jesse. Your demon form is too dangerous, he tried to leave the barrier today and if he wasn't stopped by Dasher he could've put us all at risk. I'm sorry Jesse, but your demon form is not allowed to take control again. Dasher, please put a seal on his demon form so it can't push through." Dasher begins to mutter a spell and I feel my demon forms presence fade away until I can't feel it anymore. It is then that all my emotions come back with so much intensity that it causes me to black out.