Blue {h.s}

S e v e n t e e n*

I breathed out nervously under Harry as he patiently rolled the condom on himself from above me. Everytime I looked down, I instantly got nervous and was forced to stare at the ceiling again.

Losing my virginity was absolutely terrifying in the fact that I never thought I would. Especially to the guy I actually liked. It was almost as if I wanted Harry in this way but couldn't believe I was actually going to have Harry in this way.

My attention was back on him when he leaned down, his nose was brushing mine in a sweet eskimo kiss. His right hand sneaked to hold mine and entwine our fingers as a small smile turned the corners of his lips up.

"Don't hurt me," were the first words out of my mouth before he could enter me.

His face backed away from mine slightly as his eyes softened as lust left and concern filled them. His hand never left mine and his thumb moved back and forth over my hand to sooth my anxiety.

"I just wanna make sweet, sweet love to you," he joked in a silent tone.

A smile finally peaked through my lips and his teeth shown as he succeeded in lightening my mood. I was feeling better about the situation and I knew Harry was eager to start as his erection continued to bump my leg.

Harry's mouth came down to meet mine in a gentle kiss as his left hand disappeared in between us to grasp himself. I soon felt his tip touch me and slide down from my clit to my opening.

I kept his lips on mine as a way to distract myself from what was to come.

Our lips parted as a gasp of shock and a pinch of pain escaped from my mouth. It was an unexplainable feeling but I knew I didn't like it. He was stretching a sensitive part of me and having him inside of me made him feel bigger than he already was.

Harry's lips left wet kisses on my cheeks and down my neck and up to my ear lobe. He sucked gently and used my earring stud to massage his tongue.

As good as it felt, the slight sting of him going deeper was still present. I gripped his shoulders tighter the farther he went and knew the skin would be red the next day.

"I love how you feel around me. You're so warm and wet," Harry's lips brushed against my ear as he spoke.

As his pelvis finally hit mine, his head lifted and our eyes connected once more. I saw raw lust in Harry's face and his green eyes. His cheeks had become the color of his lips and his skin was becoming humid the longer we were pressed against each other.

He slowly retracted his hips, but at a faster pace and let air enter his lungs through parted lips. My finger nails gripped his back muscles as he did and I could feel my long nails breaking his skin.

He cursed in between pants as he entered me and felt me leaving scratches, giving to him as he took from me.

The silence we shared was anything but awkward. We drank each other in as Harry moved inside me and couldn't take our eyes off one another.

His heavy breathing was music to my ears and the way his hand squeezed mine for every thrust he gave made me feel even more comforted.