Enantiodromia (Kellic)

6. Don't You See The Color Show

I realize while on DMT you're  not supposed to move around or stand up ect, but whatever I wrote this before I read up on the drugs before hand. Anything before like 8 might be(is probably) inaccurate sorry but do please keep in mind that describing trips or anything is so hard and I've literally  never done any drugs so it's all based off like 30 different  websites alrighty? Coolio.

It was a saturday and I was working from 9am-8pm today. I needed as much money as possible, drugs are an expensive addiction. I was only 30 minutes into ny shift and I felt dead. I was sober today, just my cigarettes to keep me company.  I dont smoke them very often but I thought "why not?" today so here we are.

Today it was Karla,  a girl names Taralyn whose cool I guess (I dont really care), a guy names Rodley whose quiet and keeps to himself, a guy named Sean, and me working. Then of course all the chefs. This morning wasnt too busy, I only saw one or two people from school so that was good.  Everyone knew I worked here by now, around school that is. No one really cared though, why would they? Just an insignificant detail about my boring life.

I was laying my head down on a table that I'd just wiped down in my section, taking a five minute break. I heard someone yell my name to let me know I had a new table and slowly slid out of the booth, my legs almost failing on me and letting me fall.

I slumped my way to the new costumer's table. They were sitting with thier back to me but they looked slightly familiar. When I arrived I saw it was Kellin.  I immediately smiled and felt a little more alive and less dead than I do most the time. Kellin makes me 2% alive. Like milk.

"Hey dude." He said with a big happy smile. I smiled back immediately and took a seat across from him. It was kinda a lazy morning around here and I only had one other table so no one chastised me. I waved slightly "Hey."

"I was hoping you were working today, when does your shift end?" He asked and I felt my insides get all squirmy at the thought of him wanting to see me. I'd only known him for three days, I need to find my chill.

"Im working a double, so 8. " I said,  somewhat regretting offering to take the double today considering I could tell Kellin's wanting to hang out and I was 420% up for that.

He frowned a bit. "Awe, I was thinking we could hang out today but it's fine. Im sure you'll be tired after work so you wont w-" I cut him off.

"I mean if your available after 8 then i'd gladly hang out with you." I offered, desperately hoping he'd say yes. I just wanted to be in his presence.

He hesitated and my heart sped up a bit. "Yeah, ya know what? Why not? That'd be cool. Just hope my parents wont think you're gunna try and kill me or something. Sometimes they're overprotective but it's okay. I know it's just because they love me and care, I'm their only child ya know? I'll tell em later. Anyways I just want a breakfast burrito. " he said, doing that cute thing where he talks alot.

I looked at him for just a second longer before chuckling and looking down a little. "Okay I'll go get that for you, and, um, do you need my address or I could..um..I don't have a car because I live close to everything so I dont find I need to buy one. I could walk and come and get you?" I asked him somewhat nervously, standing up and pushing the chair in. I must seem so lame. What 18 year old boy doesn't have a car?

"Oh, no, I don't wanna put you through the trouble-" he started but I cut him off. "No, ya know what? Its final, I'm walking you there. I like walking anyways and I need the exercise, why not?" I said with a smile. He slowly smiled back too.

"Yeah.. yeah okay, um. Hold on, do you have like, pa-"

"Yeah yeah," I cut him off pulling a order slip off of my pad of millions of them. I turned it to the back and handed him a pen. He quickky scribbled his address down in messy, cute writing. I took notice of how his hair fell so perfectly when he brought his head back up.