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Maya, whats going on?

* 3 months later*
Mayas POV

Its been three months since, Heidi and I got our tattoos. The twins are now four months. Im now in NYU and we have the twins in daycare along with Maci.
I get out of bed. I go into Maci's room. I wake her up and get black leggings with a purple dress and a purple head band.

" Maci, sweetie can you get dressed while I go get Abbey and Jackson dressed?" I ask.

" no,me need help " she says and I smile. I then get her dressed quickly and she plays until breakfast

I go into Jackson's room and get him dressed. I pick him up and go into Abbeys room. I lay him down and then I dress her.

I take them downstairs. I put them on the couch. They, can now sit up if they are leaning against someone or something.

I go into the kitchen and Maci comes in.

" Whats for breakfast? " she asks.
" Im not sure yet. Cereal or toast?" I ask.

" Um both" she says.

" alright" I reply and pop in four pieces of toast.

" Maci, Cheerios or coco puffs?" I ask.

" Coco" she says and I nod. I make her cereal and toast. I set it on the coffee table so she can watch scooby doo while eating.

I then feed Abbey and Jackson. I look at the time and its time to leave.

I put the twins in their car seats and then take them to the car. I out them in and then I put Maci i to her booster seat and buckle her in. I climb in and drive them to day care.

I drop them off and then head back home. On the way, I stop and get starbucks. Vanilla Bean frappuccino for Josh and a Ice tea for me.

I pull into my driveway and go inside. I put my purse down and walk lightly upstairs.

Josh, is now a bartender and works from 10 pm to 4 Am. He sleeps in until I get back from taking the kids home.

" Babe, its time to wake up " I say.
" Come here " he says and takes the drinks. He sets them down and pulls me down. I lay my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat.

" whats wrong Maya?" he asks.

" I need to tell you something" I reply, barely above a whisper.

" Your not pregnant again, are you?" he asks.

" No, But this is worse. Its in the past but, I think you have the right to know" I reply.

" Maya, whats going on?" he asks.
" I didn't want to be in this world any longer. You had left and I was a new mother. The school of course knew and people spread rumors. Topanga, had Maci at her diner. I went home and I.... Cut my wrist as deep as I could. I didn't care. It felt good to me. I then started taking pill after pill. I stopped and started bawling. Topanga, came in and found me curled up on the floor crying my eyes out. She, called 911 and then she grabbed me and held me. I didn't even know that she had Auggie with her. Auggie, walked in and he said that I kept saying that I wanted to die. They took me to the hospital. I then had Riley staying with me 24/7 and Topanga took Maci from me for a month. I got to see her everyday with visits but, She didn't want her around me at the time and Im glad she did. I then went to counseling" I reply and tears start running down my face and Josh looks like he is going to cry.

" Im so sorry Maya. It's all of my fault " he says.

" No its not. You didn't know. It was my choice to take the pills and everything. None of this is year fault " I reply.

" I cheated on you three times! Im the one who left you. I should of been there for you from the beginning of the pregnancy " he says.

" I Love you" I reply and he lays his head on top of mine.

" I love you too" he says.

" Love you more" I reply.

" Not even Possible Maya " he says.

"yes " I reply.

" no" he says.

" Yes" I reply.

"shut up and kiss me already " he says and I laugh. I give him a kiss and then start getting ready for school.

Thoughts? Fave line? Fave part? Sorry I just wanted a chapter about Josh and Maya's relationship.