His Desire

Hold Him Down

Simone POV

Saturday afternoon

It was 2:30 in the afternoon, me and Spade did not leave the bed all morning. He wrapped his arms around my waist under the covers, and pulled me close to him so my back was to his chest. His deep steady breaths made me feel calm. The all of a sudden his phone started vibrating on the night stand. He turned over to pick up.

"Hello?" I rolled my eyes at his back and laid back down. I hated when people called his phone during our "We" time. It ruined everything because then he would have to leave. Next thing I knew he hurried out the bed and put back his pants on from yesterday and grabbed a plain white shirt off the chair.

"Your leaving me?" He looked up with those big hazel greenish eyes of his.

"Yeah but I will be back later and we can be in bed all day tomorrow for sure." He gave me a peck on the lips and walked out my bedroom door.

As I laid in bed, I thought about what I was going to be doing for the rest of the time he was gone. I decided I was going shopping for me and Samajae. I sat up in the bed and walked to the bathroom. 30 minutes later I was finally out the shower. I took my scented lotion and put it all over my body. Then I threw on my red half crop top shirt, my black ripped jeans, and my Jordan bred 11's. I hoped in my new BMW car Spade bought me weeks ago. As I blast my favorite song Handsome and Wealthy by Migos, I felt my phone vibrate in the cup holder.

Hello?

Hello, is this Simone?

Yes whose calling?

My name is Marie and I am calling on the behave of Shayla Becane. I am her lawyer. She seems to can't get in contact with Antonio Gonzalez.

Okay, so would she need from him?

Miss Becane has been trying to contact Antonio for a while now-

I understand but what does he have to do with Miss Becane?

Their child together is why I'm calling.

Their child? What child?

As of Miss Becane, their almost two year old daugther.

I pulled up in front of the shop with tears rolling down my cheeks.

Miss Simone are you there still?

I-I can't talk right now. I got to go.

But Simone-

I hurried and clicked the end button. 2 years old? That's the same time we got together. All this time he had thinking he was nothing like my baby daddy. A'Shawnti walked up to my car and opened the passenger side door.

"What's wrong Simone?" She slid in the seat and let out her arms for a hug. I burst into tears not even caring that I'm getting her shirt wet. "Spade has a daughter!" I let out hitting the wheel hard with the palm of my hand.

"A daughter? Are you sure it's his?" A'Shawnti been through this before twice. "Some lady called me saying some girl name Shayla was trying to get in contact with him because of their almost TWO YEAR OLD DAUGHTER TOGETHER!" She let out a sigh in disbelief."Why me A'Shawnti? Why god do this to me?"

"Go back home and relax. I'll go get Samajae from Taylor's and bring him to my house so you and Spade could talk it out." I shook my head and whipped my eyes with my arm. A'Shawnti got out the car and watched me pull away from the shop.

Right now, I don't even want to see his face. As I pulled into the drive way, some of the boys he hang with were standing in front of thier cars talking. I hurried out the car, speed waking up to them. "I need ya'll to leave right now." They looked at eachother then back at me. "Simone what's wrong?" Ronnie said hesitate. "Leave, just leave!" I waved them off and rushed up to the front door and inside.

My heart felt like it'd dried up like a raisin. I laid down on the bed drowning in my tears. My phone began vibrating. I turned it over and seen Spade name across the screen. I pressed ignored and turned back over to cry again.

Spade POV

I finally finished my last drop off and ready get back to my family. I been calling Simone phone but she won't answer me. As I started my engine, my personal phone started ringing, it was Taylor.

"What up Sis?" I pulled off. "Have you lost your mind Antonio Jose Gonzalez!" My face twisted up. "What  you talking about Tay?"

"You think it's okay to go around getting hoes pregant when you got a good girl, whose in love with you, at home waiting for you day and night! Do you not care that I'm her friend and this affects me too!"

"What hell you talkin bout Tay? And who the fuck pregnant!" All of a sudden I thought of Simone."Spade she knows now!" All my thoguhts were racing. I sped into the drive way and rushed into the house.

"SIMONE! SIMONE!" I ran up the stairs bursting into the door. She was laying as if she was lifeless. "Simone baby talk to me. Please talk to me." I ran my fingers through her hair as she stared at the window with tears falling down constantly. She took a deep breath and open her mouth. "Why didn't you tell me Spade?" I shook my head in confusion. "What you talkin bout man?" I stood up and paced back and forth in front of her. She sat up on the bed and stared at me with anger in her eyes.

"Two years Spade. Two years... I gave to you. I haven't lied, decieved, or been disloyal to you at all. Why would you do this to me?" I stopped and glared at her. "What the fuck is you talkin' bout Simone!"

"Shayla! Remember her? Yeah, seems to me ya'll got a daughter together! About the same time we got together right?" I looked away and exhaled a hard breath. "You don't even got anything to say for your self do you?" She stood up and stormed out the room into the bathroom. "Simone come on now!

Simone POV

I ran into the bathroom crying, again. Spade banged on the door a couple of times. "Simone please come out and talk about this." I sat in silence, thinking about how life would be witout Spade. "I'll do whatever you want me to do, just talk to me." My eyes began to hurt from all my crying. "I want you to leave. Don't call or text me. I need time to think." It was silent for a moment.

"Okay I can do that. Simone... I love you." Few minutes later I heard the front door slam. I laid down on the bed and curled up into a ball then my eyes shut.