His Desire

Love So Strong

Lately I've been so sick, these past few days, stuck at home. Samajae has been trying to help make me feel better, along with A'Shawnti and Taylor. Even my mother has stayed over to help around the house and with Samajae. Surprises me how she's so helpful all of a sudden.

Today my mama gone come over and clean around the house since I can't move a muscle. "Why do you have so many shoes Simone?" When I said to clean my house I didn't mean the closet too or bedroom period. I rolled over onto my side which made me grunt. "Oh sweetheart please don't move. We do not need to go back to the hospital today." She already annoying and it's just the morning. "Mama can you please get out my closet."

"Okay... Okay. But maybe you should sell some things." I grunted again but this time angrily. She came to sit on the bed next to me. "What is it ma?"

"I've noticed your boyfriend things are no where in this house." Since I haven't talk to mama in a long time she wouldn't know what happen. "No... I... Broke things off." She nodded her head slow. "He was a very nice man." I looked up at mama. "How would you know that?"

"Well, one day I called your house and he picked up the phone." I stared at her for a second. "At first I wasn't intersted in him but then I thought why not talk for a little while." My stomach started to cool down. "He explained to me how he really felt about you and how whatever was going on between us God will work it out and make us come back together. I didn't know he was a Godly man." I chuckled to myself surprise. "Me neither."

"Were you in love with him Simone?" I shook my head up and down without a word. "Then why isn't he with you right now?" She looked into my eyes. Even though mama and me didn't see eye to eye on things, she still showed so much love for me."It's complicated mama."

"Well whatever it is God will work it out and bring you both back togehter even more strong." She kissed my forehead and gave me a smile. "Let me get up and leave to get your sister from her friends house."

"I'll be back over tomorrow. Who's coming over later?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I think Taylor coming back over to bring Samajae." I said sitting my self up in the bed. "Okay. I'll call you later  to let you know we made it home." I shook my head. "Love you mama." She turned around and smiled with joy in her eyes. "Love you more baby girl."

5 hours later...

Spade POV

Things been so crazy now that I've been separated from Simone. I been partying, drinking, smoking much more for the past month. Can't even do work without thinking of Simone every second of the day. I miss Samajae so much also. Taylor been acting weird towards me lately too.

Without them in my lives I can't think straight at all. I needed to see my sister even though she probably mad at me. When I pulled up to Taylor house all the lights were off. I rung the door bell three times but no one answered the door. Just as I was walking away the door creeked open. "Yeah who there?" I turned around to see her baby daddy at the door high as hell again.

"Taylor in the house?" He shook his head. "Nah man she left about a while ago." I looked over at my car. "My niece home?" He shook his head again. "Nah man she ain't been really home since Taylor been helping ol' girl." I looked at him confused. "Who ol' girl?"

"Man you know. She light skin, long hair, pretty, and a bomb ass body shape. She live real close, like over here somewhere." I thought of Simone. "Why she helping her?" He stared at me for a mintue. I felt even more uncomfortable. "Ion know man. Taylor said something about being in bed all day for a few days. Like she sick or something." He said real slowly.

Simone sick? How bad? I gotta get over there to check on her. "Have you seen a little boy with Taylor?" I asked trying to hurry and end this conversation I started. "Yeah man. He been here like he lives here now. Ain't that yo son though?" I looked away quickly trying aviod any of his questions. "Iight man."

I jogged over to my truck and strated the engine. So many things were going through my head at once. If she hurting, how bad is she sick, is she going to be okay. I pulled up behind a car I didn't recognize. I coud hear an unfimilar girl voice talking when I appoarched the top stair down the hallway leading to the bedroom.

"Simone?" I burst through the door not thinking and a girl, I never seen, was sitting on the bed with simone, who was laing down. "Spade what you doing here?" Simone asked confused. I looked at both of them before I spoke. "So you're Spade huh?" The girl said standing up smiling. "Yeah. My real Antonio though." She stuck her hand out in between us for me to shake. I grabbed her hand and shook it. Simone slowly sat her self up in the bedroom. "This is my sister Summer. Summer this is Antonio as you know."

"Nice to finally meet you. She's been keeping you away from us." Summer giggled. "I heard you sick." She shook her head. "I guess I'll give ya'll time to talk." Summer kissed Simone head and walked out the room closing the door behind her.

"Didn't know ya'll looked so much alike." Simone didn't move her face expression. "Look, I-I guess I came over hoping you were okay." It was quiet between us. "I talked to Shayla last week." She looked up at me. "She said she coming back down here so we could do paternity test." I grabbed Simone hand hoping she wouldn't reject me again and got on my knees. "I really miss you Simone. I mean after you left me things have not been going good for me at all." She stared down into my eyes with sympthy. "I missed you too Spade."

I smiled at her. "I'm sorry for... over reacting about Shayla and everything. I just didn't want to go through another heartbreak with someone I fell in love with." I felt this tingly feeling in my heart. "I'm sorry for bringing my past into our future together." She smiled at me for the first time again. "Tomorrow I have a doctor's appointment and I would like you to come with me." I didn't speak, just shook my head up and down happy as hell.

We finally working on things and it feel good to have my family back in my life. She is the one piece I am missing in my life. "I love you Simone." She placed her hand on my right side of my face. "I've love you more." I climbed in the bed behind Simone and wrapped my arms around her body just like the last time. I pulled her close to my chest so she couldn't get away from me again.

Simone POV

The Next Day...

I woke up from the smell of breakfast slipping under my door. I turned over to see Spade gone from his spot. I feel a lot better than any other day. Once I slipped into my sandals, I quickly hurried down stairs to the kitchen were the food and loud talking was coming from.

Summer was sitting at the island, Spade cooking on the stove and Samajae sitting on the counter top, next to summer, counting the pieces of bacon. "Well good morning sleeping beauty." Summer said sassy but smiling. "Mommy!" Samajae jumped off the counter and ran over into my arms, that were wide open for a hug. "Mhm! Mommy missed you so much." I said squeezing him tight in the hug. "Do you feel better mommy?" I put Samajae back on the ground. "Actually baby, mommy feels alot more better." I walked over to spade and leaned in close to his face. "Now that daddy is home." He leaned up to my face and kissed me passionatly.

"PDA please." Summer said as I pulled away then I gave Summer a glare. I reached over to take a piece of bacon. "One day you will do this when you get older. Hint older." She rolled her eyes and shrugged her shoulders. "So Spade do you have any friends my age?" I quickly spit out the bacon I was chewing. "Summer!" I snapped at her. " What? I need someone who can protect me from my ex." My face expression turned to worried. She shook her head and waved me off as he took her a sip of her drink. "It's not that serious. He's really harmless to others. So nothing to worry about sis."

"Well, actually I do have friends your age." Spade said bringing the eggs over the the plate next to me. I smacked his arm softly. "Spade don't encourge her." Summer rolled her eyes again. "I got a couple of them in mind for you." I took a deep breath and walked away from this conversation. "I have a appointment at 2 Spade so get dress at 12 something. Okay?" I yelled from the stair case. "Yeah bae I got you." He yelled back.