His Desire

One Wish

At One O'clock Taylor called me to inform me she was coming over, in a hour, with no if's, and's or but's. I didn't even realize it was 2 in the afternoon already and I'm still not dress. I called A'Shawnti and asked her to bring Samajae back home for me. I didn't even want to do anything that remind me of Spade right now. The doorbell rung and I took my time going down stairs, to the door.

"Hi sweetie." Taylor said pouting her lips out slitly. I rubbed my hair down and gave a half smile. "I brought over some junk food for you." She sat the basket on the kitchen island. Taylor looked over at me. "Just so you know, I didn't know this would ever happen."

"It's fine Taylor. You can't contol all your brothers lifes or where they put their dicks." I pushed myself up to sit on the counter top. "A'Shawnti told me what happen when she came over last night." I shook my head not suprised. "Just so you know, I never liked Shayla anyway. I don't think it's his baby. Spade knows how to wrap it up." I let out a chuckle. "Well he must forgot that time." The doorbell rung again, which made us stop talking. I opened the door to see A'Shawnti with Samajae on her hip. "Mommy!" I grabbed Samajae and hugged him tight in my arms.

"Well hello. I'm here too." A'Shawnti burst out loud. "Hey Shawnti." I put Samajae down and hugged her with one arm. " So, where is Spade?" She turned to Tayor. "I don't know. He didn't come to my house last night." They both turned and looked at me. "I haven't heard from him yet."

I grabbed Samajae hand and brought him up stairs to change his clothes. After I put Samajae in different clothes I went back down stairs to the girls. "Maybe you should call that lady back." Taylor said as she was pouring her self a glass of red wine. "She right. Maybe we could ask her a couple of questions." Maybe they was right. "Okay. Let me look through my call log." I hurried to my phone and unlocked it.

It rang twice before someone picked up. "Hello speak." I looked up at the girls scared. "Hello anyone there?" Taylor snatched the phone from me. "Hello yes. I'm calling becuase yesterday I've recieved news about Antonio Gonzalez."

"Okay, so what can I do for you?" The lady said smart. "I was wondering if I can have Shayla's number." I nugged Taylor. She shrugged her shoulders. "Im sorry I can't give that information." We all exhaled upset. "Okay well can you tell me how you found Antonio number?"

"It's my job to help those who baby daddy's are dead beat and leave because they are bastards." Taylor whole attitude changed. "My brother ain't never dead beat bitch. He can't be dead beat to a baby who ain't his." I quickly snatched the phone and hung up. "Have you lost yo mind. Now we gotta wait to call back another time."

Weeks later...

Taylor decided to throw a BBQ party in her backyard because it was nice outside. She say's if I don't come then she gone personally beat my ass herself. I made sure I had everything before I puled off to drive. "Okay Samajae you ready?" I looked up into my rear view mirrior at him. "Mommy where is daddy?"

I started the engine and drove off. "Samajae you know where he is. He's at a place bad people go." He started to frown. "But he was just with me." I let out a sigh. I didn't know Spade let him call him daddy. "How bout I tell you later. We're here so lets go have some fun."

I took Samajae hand and walked through the side gate to get to the back yard. "Simone! You came!" Taylor jumped up out her seat and sprinted over to us. I giggled and smiled to feel less uncomfortable. "Hi Tay." She picked up Samajae and put him on her hip. "Is he here?" I said with hope. I could tell in her eyes she was not happy about what she was going to tell me. "No. He hasn't showed up yet."

"Is that Simone?" I looked over Taylor shoulder and seen their mom walking up to us. "Hi Josa." She hugged me tight. "Oh, sweetheart you can call me mom now. Where is my youngest boy?" Taylor looked at me. "I-I don't know. He's probably with his friends." Josa shrugged her shoulders.

"AYEE! The party is here!" We all turned our attention to Spade and his possy walking threw the side gate. They were holding bottles of liquor in they hands. He walked over to us. "Hey ma." He kissed Josa cheek. "Come on lets get ya'll something to eat." Taylor grabbed my hand and we walked away.

"What's going on between ya'll?" Josa coud sense something was wrong. "Nothing ma. They just... being women. Lets go party."

"Thanks for pulling me away." Taylor grabbed the plates. "No problem." I let out a sigh ."You don't have to be mad at him too." She shrugged her left shoulder."I'm not mad at him... I'm just upset at his actions." The kids started screaming in the bouncy house. "I think Samajae calls him daddy." Taylor looked up at me scared. "I know. I got to talk to him about it."

Somebody walked into the house becuase the sercurity lady voice went off. A'Shawnti walked around into the kitchen very happy. "Hey ladies." We both burst into giggles. "Good to see you laughing." Like we were back in high school again, talking about the other girls. She hugged me first then Taylor. "Where you been?" I asked in a sassy way.

"I took Leila over her other grandma house and they always do to fucking much." A'Shawnti never gets along with her baby daddy family."I put Leila in some cute shorts to math her bows in her hair and the gradma had a fucking fit." I laughed. "What she say?"

"She was like, why you got her in these shorts she just a little girl." Me and Taylor both laughed hard. "I wanted to smack the shit out of her."

"But you can't, so just stay clam Shawnti." I said to her, thinking of the time I fought with Rico's family. Just as we were having a good time Spade and his possy walked in from the backyard screen door to the kitchen. They were like 15 deep.

"Tay you good on food?" Spade stood directly next to me. "Yeah Ronnie I'm good."

"Simone can I talk to you?" I looked over my shoulder and let out a sigh. "Go talk Simone." A'Shawnti whispered to me.I waited a few seconds to responnd. "Yeah Antonio we can."

We walked up stairs to Taylor bedroom. I stood 20 feet away from him so he couldn't touch me. "Okay, you got me here so talk."

"Ima keep it real with you. The day we met at the gas station I had just came from Shayla house." I shook my head in disbelief. "Ain't she the same hoe who left you for yo mans?" I stood shocked. "Yes, I know it sounds fucked up but me and Shayla got so much history together, like you and yo baby daddy do." I shot him a cold glare. "Don't ever compare me and Rico's past with yours." Spade held his hands up to back off.

"Spade what if that is yo baby? You think everything is going to be okay between us?" I could tell he was hoping things would work out. "Maybe I thought we could get back together." I threw my hands in the air and turned away from him. "I'm the one who suppose to have yo baby Antonio. Not some hoe who fucks on the whole crew."

He placed his hand on my back. I wanted to push him away but I wanted him the most. "I'm sorry Simone. I didn't mean to hurt your heart."

"We can only work out things with us if you agree to a paternity test and to stay away from Shayla for the rest of yo life." I gave him a side glare to make sure he understand how serious I am. "Okay I'll do it... but what if it is my baby?"

"Then I don't know what our future gon look like together." I walked over to the door and opened it. "You better wish that ain't yo baby. Because I ain't taking any chances." I closed the door behind me and walked back downstairs. The guys were still stnding there waiting. "Where Spade Simone?" Ronnie asked me. "He'll be down." A'Shawnti and Taylor followed me back outdside through the screen door.

It may sound harsh but I'm not putting up with babymama drama again.