Complex Happiness

Chapter 10

Hey guys finally updated be sure to play the song while reading Richards PoV love Tory lanez

Megan PoV

"So there's this party tonight and I think we should go"Madison speaks aloud while painting her nails. This girl and her partying does she ever get tired I sigh and rolled my eyes before saying "mmm I don't know Madison the first party was fun and everything but it's not really my type of thing"I state honestly
"Come on you'll like it I promise and besides Roberts gonna be there"she says cheesing hard

"Um no I don't care about that boy "
She kisses her teeth making a long annoying noise while staring at me before saying "why you gotta be so difficult"

"Because I would be no fun if I was easy"I say making her laugh

"You have no chill but fine stay here and watch orange is the new black all day"she says then adds "I guess I'll just have to slay everyone at that party's lives by myself cus my outfi-"

Before she could finish I interrupted "when's the party what Time does it start"causing her to squeal loudly moving side to side

"It's tomorrow Friday at nine be ready please don't let me down oh my gosh Bruh yessss I'm so happy we are gonna be cute ass hell" I listen to her go on and on about what we should ware and talk about our nails and hair

After Madison left I decided to give my self something to do so I get up wearing one of my tanks covering myself with a sweater and sweatpants I put on my shoes heading out to walk around the neighborhood giving myself space to think . Which was something I hated doing but it helped a lot when it comes to writing songs and easing me out it just help me keep my head on straight my life was to crazy. My mom was not as sweet as she made herself out to be she had her days. Her days where she , I stopped my thoughts getting annoyed thinking about stuff ,things I had no control over .
I finally stopped by a bench taking a seat breathing in the atmosphere then sighing. I pulled out my phone and saw that I had a notification on Instagram a new friend request I scrolled through my feeds before looking but I was a bit shock seeing that Mr.staring problems had requested to follow me on Instagram. Wow how did he get my Instagram I thought as I accepted it and followed him back. His page wasn't private so I looked through his pictures and boy was this boy blessed , all his shirtless pictures were mouth watering. I was oogling over his pictures then finally I snapped out of it. He has a girlfriend and she was a bitch , I didn't have time to deal with all that plus I don't date and he was to I don't know he was kind of odd . Why was I even thing about this stuff I got up and dusted my pants getting up starting my journey back home.

When I got home the lights were still on which was shocking because my mom never stayed around in the living room she loved her me time. As I entered closing the door behind me I heard laughter which caused me to turn around quickly. To my surprise I saw a familiar darkskin
Guy with my mother in his lap and they looked to be having the time of their lives I stared at them still standing there until my mom jumped a little climbing off his lap surprised by my presence which was dumb did she think she was the only one living in this house.
"hey Megan sweetie what are you just now coming home for what I tell you about this " she aid trying to sound all preppy and concerned at the same time which was really annoying. I hated when she tried to act rich when we hadn't a dime left while our behinds she slept around and met different men that's why we always had the money to move . I kept walking ignoring her I was tired I needed to sleep . Before I could go any further my mom grabbed me roughly "I'm talking to you don't walk away from me "she said her voice reeled with anger
"Now sit your ass down I have something to tell you "she looked at me daring me to do something stupid so I listened sitting down slowly "okay so I don't know if you remember Marcus from the airport but he remembers you anyway me and him are engaged he's moving in tommorow" she said looking at me then waiting for a response. When I didn't answer she started to talk but I interrupted her "mom don't ask me how I feel so what ever you want your grown and my opinion obviously doesn't matter he's moving in already so can I go to sleep now" I stated on the verge of tears I was breaking down on the inside . All of this is Deja vu thus is all my life consist of . You would think after the last guy who tried to sleep with me she would give it a rest but no I'm not enough for her and I would never be enough, I never came first in her mind I was just someone she was obligated to and that realization hurt even though it wasn't new.
"You know what I don't have time for your whining just go to sleep please Good night " she said dismissively I looked back to see before running upstairs tears staining my cheek I know I was being dramatic by crying but this was the only way I could cope by crying and music I cried myself to sleep while whispering my favorite song .

Richard PoV

I parked the car while me and Kyle got out . I forced him along because he needed to get over her. We were still young and he couldn't let one girl dictate his whole life. We walked into the party and Tory Lanez was blaring through the speakers he was one of my favorite artist so I immediately zoned into the atmosphere making my self a drink I turned around and Kyle was gone so I went in search for Chastity. I couldn't find her so I decided to text her . While I waited for her to text back the entree to the party opens and I saw Megan walking in with Madison they both looked nice but all my attention was on Megan , I paid attention to how that brown dress hugged her body she had a nice body , her face was cute too but I started to feel like a perv staring at her so i looked away just as my phone buzzed . I read the message feeling a bit disappointed chastity wasn't feeling well so she wasn't coming I got up to let Kyle know it was time to go but when I found him he was all booed up with Madison. I didn't want to be rude so I kept my self busy walking around who's Ever house this was  I was upstairs now and it was relaxing so I leaned against the wall throwing my cup back drinking the rest of what was inside. I looked up and saw Megan walking around staring at the place looking all amazed . I looked at her for a while before saying her name it came out louder than I expected causing her to look back shocked when she saw me . "Hey" I said first

"so you added me on Instagram huh how did you get my ig name "she asked curiously i ignored her questions and walked closer to her she smelled so good and she was so gorgeous I stared at her for a while admiring her beauty . "Your beautiful "I let out breathlessly without thinking dang what the hell is happening right now

Megan PoV

I was at a lost for words I had no idea why my Palm started sweating but they were sweating, he just called me beautiful nobody has ever called me beautiful well my grandma did but like no boy , my heart stopped when he came closer to me he was just staring into my eyes and I don't know what came over me maybe it was the liquor but I reached in and kissed him as my brain caught on to what I was doing I was just about to pull back but he kissed me back even more hungrily, and after that I was on cloud nine this boys lips were to die for like-
Before i could finish my thoughts he pulled away what the hell I thought trying to pull him back down but he backed away and realization hit me I just kissed Mr.staring problems aka Richard before I could explain he was gone . I stood there confused and embarrassed

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