I hate you, but I love you

Chapter 1: Meeting Hellsing

Clarissa's POV

I woke up with a slipping headache and major pain in my back. When my version cleared I realized that I wasn't in my home, or at a hotel. The room was some-what dark, but had lamps on the walls, so I could see most of the room. All I saw was a large chair (More like a throne), a small table next to it, and on the far left of the room was a coffin. It looked black and had very old writing on the top of it. What was that, Latin? "The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my own wings to make me tame." I said to myself.

Then, it came back to me, the sliver bullet, the bite marks, him. Oh god, not him. I imminently jump of the bed, but I found my left leg chained to one of the poles of the bed. When I tried to break it, it burned me. "Macedonian sliver, I thought, shit." I quickly thought of another way out, but I was interrupted by a door opening and his voice, along with others. "There's no way out for you, so there's no point of struggling" he said. I quickly turn my head to see that argent smile on his face, but also to see two females and another male, who were all bloodsuckers, and stood next to him. "That's enough Alucard, don't frighten the poor thing." said one of the females. She had long blonde hair, wore glasses, and wore a suite design for the modern day male. The other had short blonde hair, almost like a boy style, and she wore what look like a uniform for a job. The young man look very, good looking, he wore what look like a butler's uniform but with the colors red and black, and glasses, and long green-blackish hair.

"Where the hell am I and why am I here?" I said a bit angry, as my eyes turn black. They all looked at one another and stood there quitely, until the butler said, "Forgive us for our mangers, my name is Walter, this is the head of the household and the company Sir Integra, and this is Seras our other friend and co-worker. We have heard about you for quite some time, we are giving you any opportunity to work for the Hellsing organization." The lady name Integra walked towards me and sat down on the edge of the bed. "This is an honor, and a once in a life time opportunity, so chose wisely. If choose not to accept this, no harm will come to you, but I can't offer you protection from other hunter's, or our own."

"That's very sweet, but no thank you. I have my own gigs to run, so I'm goanna have to pass. Now can you let me go?" I said as I wiggle my leg a little. She then smiled and signaled Sears and Walter to let me go. When that was done, I quickly let myself out of the room, but not until I was asked to stay the night because of the rain. I agree to stay, but only if I stayed at the highest level in the house, all of them agreed to my wish except for him.

While they prepare the guest room, I explored the house. My option, it could you some color. I love the furniture, very British, and elegant, nothing like my houses. I collect mostly Greek and Egyptian furniture, clothing, and other things. I enter some of the rooms and found a piano in mostly all of them. Finally, after the sixteenth door, I decided to play one of my favorite songs ever played on a piano, young and beautiful by Lana Del Rey.

I've seen the world, done it all

Had my cake

Diamonds, brilliant, in Bel-Air now

Hot summer nights, mid July

When you I were forever wild

The crazy days, city lights

The way you'd play with me like a child

*****

Will you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful?

Will you still love me when I've got nothing but my aching soul?

I know you will x3

Will you still love me when I'm no longer beautiful?

"Funny, I recall that your favorite song on the piano was , Beethoven's's tempest sonata" Said you know who, "I recall you constantly playing and dancing to it." I didn't say anything as he slowly walks up behind me, and as he was about to place his hands on my shoulders, I stood up and headed towards the door. But a strong grip prevented me from exiting the room; I was then pined to the wall. "Look at me, talk to me, do something. Stop avoiding me; let me explain myself before you run off again." He said. "There is nothing you could do or say that will make me forgive you, or love you again. All I feel for you is regret, and hate for what you did to me and my family." I said as a sliver tear burn my cheek. I escape from his grasp and headed outside while it was still raining.

I stayed out there for what felt like hours before Walter came with an umbrella and told me that my room was ready. It was beautiful, the walls were colored in purple, the bedspread was a dark violet, almost red color, and with curtains outlined with gold. He must have told them about my taste. I imminently jump on the bed and got off when I relies I was soaking wet from the rain. I said thank you to Walter and kindly dismiss him before I took a shower. After, I dress in my favorite light green Greek night gown (the one in the pic, minus the amour, and shoes) , brush my fangs, and went straight to bed.