Lovesick

10

Holy shit. HOLY SHIT. I'M NOT EVEN GONNA BOTHER TO WRITE THE DATE (not that I know what date it is, but that's not the point). The point is:

HE FUCKING TALKED TO ME.

HAH!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *inhale* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I can't even contain my happiness right now.

THIS IS A GREAT THRUSDAY! (Just found out the date, btw)

You know how many times I got to sit in 1 table with him today?

TWICE. TWICE BITCHES. FRIST DURING BIOLOGY, AND THEN DURING ECONOMICS. FUCK YES.

I can't even.

So, during biology the teacher just sat us both on the same table. And I'm just there like:

"FUCK YES."

Do you know how many times I internally screamed to myself going:

"PLEASE JACOB PLEASE JACOB PLEASEJACOBPLEASEJACOBPLEASEJACOB."

AND I GOT HIM.

I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY.

Eventually, I got lost into my schoolwork, but then he called me and asked for help.

"Hey, Lin. What's this?"

"Hey, Lin. What am I supposed to do here?"

"Hey, Lin. Is this correct?"

YES. KEEP ON ASKING ME QUESTIONS.

Workshops finished, and I turned in my paper to the teacher, quite proud of what I had done.

"Hey miss. Look at this. I feel like a friggin' professional."

And it turns out that he was behind the teacher, and he LAUGHED.

I don't know if this shit is a good thing or not, BUT HE LAUGHED. AT LEAST I MADE HIM LAUGH, RIGHT? RIGHT?! SOMEONE TELL ME.

Biology finished, and came Economics class.

Once again, MY TEACHERS STRIKES.

THANK YOU LOVE GODS!

Sat on the same table again, did some workshops again, but this time, it's better.

WE ACTUALLY TALKED FOR A FULL 5 MINUTES.

Jacob: "I hope I can enter a national High school."

Me: "You'll make it."

Jacob: "Still not sure, though."

Me: "Don't you have any other choices?"

Jacob: "Lab school. I flunked that entrance test."

Me: "Woah. Was it that hard?"

Jacob: "It was bat shit hard."

Me: "Shit..."

Jacob: "So, you still going to PIS?"

Me: "No choice but that. Planning on moving out on the 2nd year."

Jacob: "Woah, where to?"

Me: "IPEKA."

Jacob: "Where is that, Germany?"

Me: "HAHAHAHA. No, idiot."

Jacob: "Weren't you applying for UPH?"

Me: "Yeah. I was already accepted, but my Dad didn't agree, so yeah."

Jacob: "Woah. My parents let me choose what school I want."

Me: "You're the luckiest dude alive, then."

Jacob: "Well, my parents sort off experienced the same thing so... Didn't your parents experience something like that as well?"

Me: "No. They never went to school."

Jacob: "That's hardcore."

Me: "Yeah. But, it just ruins my life."

Jacob: "Shit."

THAT WAS THE MOST WONDERFUL 5 MINUTES OF MY LIFE.