I just don't know what to do anymore. I want to die but I don't want to die. People don't understand what it's like to be in foster care. And when I freak out about something they tell me to calm down. It's NOT always easy to CALM DOWN. My mom's always making comments about my eating habits. It's frustrating because I know what I'm suppose to do. I also lose stuff. She always says don't lose it. Like you always do. I feel like I can't talk to my friends about it because it feels like they don't understand.
💞Kaela
