as of October 25 i'm engaged to my boyfriend Jonathan. he makes me so very happy. i'm so lucky that i meet him. he has kept me alive even when i wanted so badly to die. he understands me and doesn't pressure me into doing things i'm not ready to do. he always asks me if i'm OK. we argue sometimes but we always work it out in the end. he is one of the main reasons i threw out my blades. i love u Jonathan. <3 <3
