Part 6: Screams

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Mommy, daddy I just want to scream.

Help me mommy I'm crying.

Help me daddy my wrist is cut, bleeding, and filled with scars!

Help me I'm dying! I overdose! Daddy! Mommy! The world is going dark!

I'm screaming but you don't hear me! Help me! Please!

My mind is shattering and my pointless life practically gone!

Fucking help me!!

And I screamed as I woke up. As loud as I could with tear filled eyes, and I was somehow in my own bed in my own house in my own time. I feel like I swallowed a blade, a huge lump in my throat, as I look down at my scar-filled arms. Looking around at my trash filled room. My soda cans filled floor. And I try swallowing this pain-filled lump in my throat. I feel like I'm dying because I have nobody. I just want to stay home and cry all day. And I couldn't help but notice my head was pounding and I remembered I went out with Ty the other night. How long ago was that?

I was drunk that night.

At the cheerleaders party.

And they made fun of me.

I remember almost everything. I still cant tell how long ago that was though.

Ugh.. I'm gonna scream...

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