"It all started when my father left us. I felt so lonely Cayla. Mom was crying, she hardly left the house. I didn't know what to do, I felt all alone nobody to turn to. Especially in this big house. It was quite. And i couldn't help but feel like it was all my fault. I was angry, sad, and depressed. So, I turned to the blade. Whenever I felt down, I picked it up and cut my wrist. And while all this was going on, Oliver decides to cheat and lie. Which made me feel even worse. I kept asking myself, what is wrong with me?! Am I doing this?! Am I the cause of this?! Cayla, I didn't know what was going through my head when I did it. But every day, I went to school with a smile on my face, even though, I was completely destroyed inside. I'm sorry I didn't tell you, and that your barley finding this out now." I said.
I turned around on the bed to sit across from Cayla. She gad tears in her eyes, and her head was down.
"Cayla, look at me, im fine now, I'm as happy as can be. Don't worry, the scars may be here, put the pain isn't anymore." I said, giving her a hug.
"It's sad, Shelby, I'm your best friend, I should've noticed, I could've stopped you!" Cayla said loudly.
"It's not your fault, how could you have noticed? I'm the one who acted happy you wouldn't have known. I was normal to you. It's particularly my fault, I should've opened up."
"I'm sorry Shelby, I'm sorry you had to go through this alone. But I'm here for you now Shelbs, and whenever you need me, I'll be there. Whenever you need to talk or tell me something, I'll be here" Cayla said
Hearing those words made tears come out. We sat there hugging for the longest time.
~Cayla's POV~
I saw Shelby's arm, she had scars, I got up and I was so mad at her. Why would she do that to herself. She so beautiful inside and out. So when Shelby told me about how it all started, I couldn't help but feel like a horrible friend. We've been friends for so long, how could I not see that she was hurting inside. She told me that I was the only one to know about this. I don't know what I'd do if I lost her, she's my best friend and practicality my sister. I will do anything to keep her from cutting again. I pulled Shelby into a hug. And we sat there hugging.
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The Boy Online
Novela JuvenilShelby is now 16 years old and a sophomore in high school. Its the beginning of the new school year at the same school. She expects this year to be the same old same old. Same teachers, same friends, same classes. But when she sees the boy she used...
