Prisoner Of My Head

Hate This Part(Ice)

Nightcore by EstrellaNightcore. Haha, the name of this section is the song name!!!! This is a longer section and depression warning!!!!

Man, I am not looking forward to dear old dad, the main reason I don't live with the rest of the family. We always butt heads and it never ends well....

~~awkward convo Skippu!!!!~~

Man, things got a little weird and tense there when I mentioned Wasure, but I survived.... better get back to the room and check on him.

Once I got to my room, I found Wasure tidying up the room and I got the perfect idea.

"Are you my little maid now?," I ask, breathing on his neck.

When I do that, Wasure nearly jumps out of his skin, so I chuckle.

"Oh, Ice-kun, it's you. I g-got bored s-so I cleaned? Is th-that okay?," he stutters, blushing.

"Now, now, you're so cute, but it's almost dinner, we've got to change clothes," I reply, handing him some nicer clothes.

Man, dinner is hectic when father isn't eating with us, I wonder how Wasure will fare. Father seemed like he was far too busy to attend, but, who knows, my return may just be a special enough event for him to eat with us.

Well, apparently it wasn't important enough for him, because father wasn't at dinner. Even though we dressed up nice in white dress shirts and black dress pants. (I had managed to find Wasure matching clothes in the drawers of my room somehow.)

So, naturally the dinner table was a jungle, with everyone except for Chance talking or arguing. He was just sitting there, blank faced, looking like he really didn't care. As far as I know, he really doesn't care about much of anything, and I'm his brother! I've always prided myself on my ability to read faces, but honestly, I just can't read anything from him, except for when he's petting cats. When he's petting cats, he looks so happy that it's kinda weird. Plus, he stares at me sometimes, and it creeps me out.

Rey-chan always seems to be the calm, center of peace in our family. Honestly, I don't think she can get mad or raise her voice, yet somehow she can manage to quiet everyone down.

Zack, however, is completely the opposite, he's rude and doesn't care about other's feelings. He is completely obsessed with music and spends most of his time in his room.

Then his twin, Angel, seems, well, like an angel most of the time, but then she goes and says something really insulting or inappropriate. I really don't know what she likes, other than this one thing that I only found out on accident. One time I saw that her door was open, looked in, and what I saw, was honestly surprising. She was watching some hot yaoi, and the stuff on the screen....might have changed some of my views and....well, mighta had a little to do with why I moved out of the main house.

Now, Mo, is the actual angel, she is really polite and soft spoken. She's a real girly girl, loving pink and stuffed animals.

But, her twin, Jem, is her complete opposite. She hates pink, loves black, her style is punk, and she is really loud and opinionated.

Which brings me to Lizzie. She's a real tomboy, always wanting to drag me along on her adventures, asking me to climb trees with her and stuff. Most of the time I didn't go with her, but I at least would try to dissuade her if it seemed too dangerous.

Three of the quadruplets just seem to be cute, not really having much of a personality yet, but Nina is loud spoken, and he's really obsessed with sports.

It seems like they haven't really changed over the year I've been gone, still arguing over the same exact things as when I left. I chuckle a little, and it brings everyone's attention to us, except for Chance, he was already looking at me.