My Deep Dark Love

chapter seventeen

I leaned back from Niall and looked at him. I do love him, even if it's Isobelle telling me I do it's enough for me. He pulled me back into him and kissed me hard.

My hands felt for the bottom of his shirt and lifted it over his head. I pulled away from his lips and kissed down his jawline. I moved slowly to his neck. - - - 

I rolled over and opened my eyes to see Niall sitting on the edge of the bed. I thought about what happened just a couple hours ago and smiled at the thought.

I sat up and moved over beside him and leaned against him resting my head on his shoulder. He laced his fingers in with mine and rubbed his thumb over mine.

I smiled at his gesture and looked out the window at the sunset. The sky was mostly a light pink with orange streaks throughout it. I always loved watching the sunset, it was calming and relaxing.

I could never bring myself to get up early enough to watch the sunrise. I stood up pulling my hand away from Niall's, he looked at me and i smiled softly at him as I walked to the bathroom.

I flipped my hair over my head gathering it all up and putting it into a messy bun. I brushed some powder over my face to hide any red spots, and added some mascara. 

When I was satisfied with my look I walked back to my room where Niall still was. He was standing near the window watching the sunset.

"Niall?" I quietly said as I walked over to him.

"Mhm?" He mumbled back.

"Whats wrong?" I asked. Even though I already knew I wanted him to tell me.

"I can feel her" He said as a tear slid down his cheek.

"Niall, it's alright" I said hugging him around his waist.

He wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on top of mine. I knew he was crying by the way his body was shaking.  I moved my hands up and down on his bad comforting him.

We stayed like this for awhile until Harry and Louis ran into the room. We jumped away from each other and waited for an explination.

Harry and Louis looked like little kids on Christmas morning. They had huge grins and were practically bouncing up and down.

"Say it" I said taunting them.

"Niall got it in!" Harry and Louis yelled in unison.

They started to laugh and punched Niall in the shoulder playfully. 

"Guys you don't need to be jealous" Niall said laughing at them.

They both stopped laughing at the same moment and Louis rolled his eyes. 

"Is Harry and Louis jealous?" I said poking Harry in the ribs while me and Niall started laughing.

"Lets go Louis" Harry said grabbing Louis hand and pulling him out of the room.

Me and Niall continued to laugh at their reactions. I grabbed Nialls hand and pulled him closer to me and whispered in his ear. 

He looked at me and nodded while smiling. We walked quietly out of my room and down to Harry's where him and Louis were.

I pushed open the door slightly and ran in with Niall following behind as we attacked Harry and Louis. I was ontop of Louis and grabbed his hands and held them against the bed so he couldnt move.

Niall had done the same with Harry. Louis moved his hand catching me off guard and he flipped me over onto the bed and pinned me down.

"You won't win Addi" He said laughing.

I stopped moving and i felt his grip loosen so i took the opportunity and jumped up form the bed. He tried to catch me but I wrapped my hands around him and jumped onto his back.

I ruffled his hair as he swung me around.

"Hey don't touch my hair" He said in a childs voice while sticking out his bottom lip.

"Don't worry Lou you still look beautiful" Niall said laughing at him.

I jumped down from Louis back and walked over to where Niall was standing. Harry was sitting on the bed smiling at Louis.

They seem to be really close. More close then friends. Maybe they're more? Oh well. I smiled at the way Harry looked at Louis. I will have to talk to him later about this.

Actually no not. 

"Harry can I talk to you?"

"Yes" He said nervously.

We walked into the hall and he stopped for moment. I grabbed his hand and pulled him down the stairs and outside. We were in woods and I stopped in front of him.

He stood there nervously, he is probably guessing what I want to talk about.

"Harry I see the way you look at Louis" I started off.

He nodded his head looking at the ground.

"Is there something more to you and Louis?" 

"He doesn't know" He said softly looking at the ground.

"Talk to Louis"

"What if he doesn't feel the same?"

"Harry you have to take this risks in order to know and Louis looks at you the same way you look at him"

He nodded while a tear slid down his cheek. I walked over and hugged him.

"Don't cry Harry" I said rubbing his back.

We stood in woods, Harry crying in my arms while I comforted him.