My Deep Dark Love

Chapter fourteen

I re-read the letters countless times. It must have been hours since I found them. I looked up from the last one and blinked a couple times. Tears started to slide down my cheeks from my blinking.

I hid the letters in my dresser drawer so Niall wouldn't find them. I don't need him knowing I looked through his room. Especially looking for things about Isobelle. Since I talked to Bennett everything has became more difficult.

Like do I really love Niall or is it just Isobelle's spirit in me. What if she is with me and somehow controlling me thoughts and emotions towards the boys. Like I barely knew Niall and I loved him.

Then once I met Zayn he automatically felt like a brother to me.Or am I really Isobelle with a different identity.

So many questions that I need and want answers too. I don't know how I will get the answers. I won't be going back to Bennett anytime soon. I can't just ask the boys because they have no idea I know what I do now.

If they ever found out I went to the original vampires for answers they will for sure start war with them. If Niall finds out I went through his stuff and found these journals he will never forgive me or trust me.

Then I heard someone knocking on my door.

"Come in" I called snapping out of my thoughts

Harry walked in with a serious face. I raised an eyebrow at him waiting for answer. He didn't say anything he just stood in front of me.

"Harry, what's wrong?" I asked nervously.

"I know what you did" He said with anger in his voice.

"What are you talking about" I lied smoothly hoping he wouldn't notice anything.

"You know more about Isobelle now and how you two are connected" He said quietly.

I wasn't sure how to answer so I just looked at him blankly.

"Don't worry, I won't tell any of the other boys" He said turning around and walking out of my room.

I looked at my door not moving or knowing how to react to what Harry ad just said to me. How does he know? Was he listening to my thoughts? Did Bennett say something?

Great, just some more questions I want answers too. I shook my head and flopped back onto my bed and fell into a deep sleep.

***HARRY'S P.O.V***

I knew she was hiding something from us. She as been talking to Bennett this whole time. She has just been using us to get to them. She is Isobelle.

She doesn't know it yet. Addison has her own mind and spirit but Isobelle's spirit is with her now. What ever Isobelle wants Addison will give.

I can't tell the other boys though. They haven't figured it out yet. They will all be crushed to know what is really happening. They're in their own perfect worlds thinking everything is fine.

Niall will be the most hurt when he figures this out. He loved Isobelle but loves Addison now. I don't know how will handle it when he finds out Isobelle is back.

He had such a horrible past with her. He became distant and let his emotions take over his body. It was hard to control him and bring him back to reality but the boys and me did it.

He was out of it for almost five years. Seems like along time but it went by like days. Trying to control Niall was one of the most difficult thing the boys and me had to go through.

At one point we thought we had completely lost him but he recovered two weeks later. He doesn't remember it very well. We don't bring it up because its a touchy subject for all of us.

I wonder what Addison is doing right now. Is she thinking about what I had just said? Or did she follow me and listen to my thoughts.

I got up and walked back towards her room to see what she was doing or if she was even there. I looked in and she was sleeping on her bed.

She was facing the door with her eyes closed and the blankets all around her. She looked so peaceful and almost helpless. I frowned on the thought of Isobelle taking over her body.

She was such an innocent girl and doesn't deserve this one bit. She doesn't even deserve to be a vampire. She shouldn't of ever had to hear about Isobelle's past and where she comes from.

I looked at her as she slept. Her hair was perfectly framing her face and her lips were parted slightly. No wonder we all had a love connection to her. She is truly beautiful.

Becoming a vampire defined her features even more making her stunning. It hasn't just been Isobelle we fell in love with, its Addison.

"What are you doing mate?" I heard someone say to me from behind.

"Just checking on Addison" I said to Liam.

He nodded his head and smiled at me. I smiled back.

"Want to watch some football?"

"Sure" I said following Liam down stairs to the living room.

We both sat down on the couch beside each other and Liam turned on the television and we zoned into the television