My Deep Dark Love

chapter sixteen

I was always the independent type. I thought I always knew what was best for me and I did what I thought was best for me. But now I realize I haven't been doing what I should be doing.

People always think that they know what is best for the. But most of the tie they are wrong but never realize it until it's to late. It's a good thing I have realize before I got to deep.

Now that I know what I' suppose to do and who I a suppose to be I now know what my future holds for me. I will do whatever it takes to succeed. I know it won't be easy but most things in life aren't suppose to be easy

Right? I don't know how I will do this. The boys won't let me get away this easy, it has to be done. I love the boys and I'm faithful I have had them but I now I'm not suppose to be with them anymore.

I am Isobelle and Isobelle was suppose to be with Bennett so now I have to be with him. It's what she was suppose to do, why she was created. I looed down at the letter I was holding that I had found in Harry's room.

The letter was suppose to go to Niall but Harry had found it before Niall ever did and he hid it so Niall would never know. It was Eldon's plan for Bennett to turn Isobelle because even as a human she was very powerful.

He new she could be their strongest weapon but it went wrong when she had met Niall. She was never suppose to be with them and it changed the past.

Now I have to fix it by being with Bennett. I realize that I have loved him and Isobelle still did and that's why she chose me, because she knew I would figure this out.

I got up from my bed where I have been sitting for the past four hours. I opened my door and seen no one was in the hall. Perfect time for me to escape.

I slowly walked down the hall hoping no one would see or hear me. I made it down the stairs and then seen Harry was in the kitchen. I stopped and watched until he had his back turned.

I cleared my mind and walked quietly behind him without him noticing. I walked outside and started to run towards the castle.

I stopped a couple feet in front of the door and waited. Bennett opened the door and was smiling at me.

"So my sweet Isobelle you have finally figured it out" He said in a soft tone walking closer to me.

"Yes I have, love" I said smiling and walking towards him.

He wrapped his arms around my torso and pulled me into him. I had my arms around his neck and we looked at each other and smiled.

He leaned down and placed his lips against mine. I was startled at first but I ended up kissing him back. His grip tightened on my hips and he pushed closer to me.

I leaned away feeling my cheeks get warm.

"No one else is here" He said wining at me.

He grabbed my hand and pulled my inside. We walked up a winding stair case and to the end of a hallway. He opened a door and we walked inside.

It was very plain and simple. A bed, two dressers and a window. He grabbed my hips again and pushed me against the wall. He leaned his forehead against mine.

"I have waited to long for this" He whispered into my ear sending chills down my spine.

He kissed me again but this time with force. I intertwined my fingers in his hair as his hands slid under my shirt and over my stomach.

He pulled off my shirt in one movement and tossed it onto the floor. He stepped back from me and pulled his shirt off and tossed it beside mine.

He pulled me into him again as he kissed my neck. I pulled at his hair gently and he un-hooked my bra and too it off. He kissed along my collarbone I gasped and pulled him closer.

Then something happened that I can't explain. In less then ten seconds I had my clothes back on and was out the door running back towards the boys.

I'm not sure what happened, but something in me told me none of this is right. I was back at the house within minutes and I ran inside.

The boys were sitting on the couch and they looked at me for a second then ran over to me.

"What happened Addison?" Harry said grabbing my shoulders.

I didn't say anything I just let them read my mind. They will know everything form the letters to me talking to them about my past and why Isobelle was created.

They looked at me with sad eyes as I felt the tears streaming down my face uncontrollably. Harry pulled me into his arms and hugged me for a moment.

The boys all took turns hugging me then when it came to Niall he held me tight and didn't let me go.

"I'm so sorry Niall" I said crying into his shoulder.

"It's alright Addi, you're still here and everything is fine" He said rubbing my back while still holding me.

I'm not sure how long we stood like that but when I pulled away all of the other boys were gone.  Niall looked down at me and his eyes were red showing that he was crying as well.

I wiped away a tear that was on his cheek and smiled at him. I got up on my tippy toes and pressed my lips against his. I felt him smile into the kiss then I felt myself smiling back at him.