My Deep Dark Love

chapter nineteen

Its been exactly one year since me and Niall have been dating. Its also been the best year of my life. So much has happened and changed but I wouldn't change any of it.

Even though its been the best their are some down sides to it all. I miss my family and I have accepted that I will never see them again. But I have a new family that is just as good.

Every moment have been quite an experience. Touring with the boys has to be my favourite moment. Watching them perform was amazing and seeing all their fans support them and having fun was amazing.

The boys have been their for me every moment I needed one of them and they have helped me adjust to this life. I love them more then anything. 

"Hey its time to leave" 

I looked up to see Niall smiling at me and holding his hand out for me to hold.

I got up grabbed his hand and let him lead me through the halls of the areana. Along the way we had found the rest of the boys and we were all going back onto the tour bus.

They only had three more shows and the tour would be over. I think I will miss this almost as much as they will. 

We all pushed are way onto the bus trying to be the first one on. I sat down at the small table and picked up a book.

I continued reading from where I had left off and let my mind wander while I read.

***Niall's P.O.V***

I sat down on the couch across from where Addi was sitting. I watched her as she read her book. It surprised me that she was still reading that book. Twilight.

I knew she hated vampires and I'm sure she still does. Since the tour started she has read that book at least four times and I dont know why.

Everytime I ask its always the same answer, I'm bored. I know their is another reason but she has blocked me out of her thoughts.

It doesn't bother me knowing she is keeping a secret from me. I mean its only a book, nothing important. She would never keep something important from me.

I turned my head to see Harry and Louis watching me. I didnt turn away and they didn't either. Louis winked at me, then I knew what they were thinking.

They got up and sat down beside me. 

"Are you going to do it?" Harry whispered.

"Yes" I replied quietly watching Addi.

"Good" Louis said before they walked away.

I felt the bus start to move, I leaned back onto the couch and closed my eyes.

***Addison's P.O.V***

I could see out of the corner of my eye that Niall was watching me. I knew he was thinking about me reading this book. 

He always asked why I read it so much but I always give him the same answer. Truth is I read the book because I'm exactly like Bella.

I was human, fell in love with a vampire, then became one. I know it didn't happen the same way but still the same story line.

I keep reading it trying to figure what will happen next for me. The original vampires start a fight like the volturi. Or we tell my family what I really am. 

I find out that my childhood best friend is a werewolf. Their are so many possibilities and I want to know what will happen next.

I realize its crazy thinking that reading twilight will tell me whats going to happen next in my life. But it doesnt hurt to think it will.