Romance On Tour | Nicki Minaj & Chris Brown

Chapter 2 ♡

Christopher Maurice Brown, ♡

"You deadass right now?" Shawn asked me, getting up and lifting his eyebrow at me.

"I wouldn't say deadass, but yeah." I told him.

"Man I can't believe you would choose fucking DANCING and SINGING over going to the basketball academy with me?!" Shawn asked me as I began to feel bad.

"Shawn, I know you disappointed as hell but--" I began to say but he cut me off.

"Disappointed? I'm MORE than disappointed! I'm fucking pissed and angry! Do you not thinkng going on the tour would affect others?!" Shawn asked me, practically yelling at me.

I know I promised not to go on Nicki Minaj's tour again or go away for any of that matter, but it sucks when nobody can come up and support you on good stuff.

My whole life no one was happy with the decisions I've made. Nobody ever took time to suppirt me, and it sucks. It really does.

"Shawn you can curse me out, you can be hella mad at me, but you don't know what it's like to have no one be there for you and always support you no matter what! Even our ma' don't support us! Everybody don't wanna be happy with the decisions I make, but everybody wanna cheer you on and support you 'til the end just because you heading towards becoming a basketball player in your future! You don't know what it feels like!" I explained to Shawn.

"Yeah you right, I don't know shit about life and I don't mean a damn thing to you! Nicki Minaj or not, you need to stop being one of her backup dancers because by just being that, it don't get you nowhere! It don't give you shit!" Shawn told me.

"See, that's the thing. I work for what I want, and Shawn you need to calm down and not get so angry with me." I told Shawn.

"Whatchu' mean calm down, huh?! Last year yo' ass went to her last album's tour! Do you ever even think of your little brother and your own FAMILY?!" Shawn asked me, as I began walking away from him, to the house.

"No don't go in the house ! We not finished done talking yet!" Shawn yelled out to me as I began ignoring him.

I walked in the house and slammed the door behind me, seeing my mother fix the vase that was full of juicy red roses.

"Did you manage to talk to Shawn? I heard yelling going on there outside." My mother asked me, but I just ignored her and stormed upstairs.

My suitcases were packed and all I had to do was bring them downstairs, but I didn't have the energy to do all that.

I didn't even take a shower, I just stormed in my room and plopped myself onto my bed and I stared at the ceiling as I wondered:

What do you do when nobody supports you and you just can't take it anymore?

I drifted off to sleep and let the question sink into my head as I slept.

In The Morning...

I woke up from the clear bright sun shining in my face. My shirt was off, and I just took off my clothes and got in my bathroon that was connected to my bedroom.

I got in the shower and began to take a nice steamy hot shower. I got out and felt great. I put on some good satisfying clothes after that and walked downstairs, seeing Shawn walk my way and he bumped into my, punching me in my side.

"Yo, what's your problem?" I asked Shawn as he began walking walking to the main living room and facing me as he walked.

"You. Everything." He told me, as he reached the main living room.

Other than what just went down, the house is super huge and with so much space, mostly because most of my family live here. This is the house where everyone grew up in, but now it seems different because it was renovated years ago when I was in my high school years.

I walked to the kitchen to get some breakfast to eat. I had some bacon, eggs, and waffles that my mom had cooked up for everyone.

"Good morning ma'," I told my mom as she began cooking some more food, probably for herself.

She sighed. "Good morning Christopher." She said. Everyone was feeling a way about me, and it wasn't a good feeling. Plus, it started to make me feel a way.

No one was happy with my decision like always, which was sad but I'm used to it.

After eating my breakfast, I went upstairs to do my last pile of laundry before I go. I don't wanna have to leave this house with dirty laundry sitting in my room.

I did my laundry, and just relaxed the whole day.

I can't wait to go on the tour so I can get away from all this tension honestly.

Onika Tanya Maraj, ♡

"August I need to talk to you." I told August, since he was spending the night over at my house and we had some fun just now playing some games and sharing jokes, while eating chinese food such as noodles.

"What is it about?" He sighed, asking me. He knew by now that what I was going to tell him was important.

"Tinashe." I told him as he smirked.

"August...I know you have a crush on her and this crush has been going on for a long time. I'm just here to play the role of a little sister to tell you something so it won't break your heart in the end." I explained to August.

"Just tell me." He said, as his smile faded.

"Tinashe doesn't know who she wants at this point. She doesn't have quite feelings for you, she has feelings for my Amari." I told August.

"I knew it. The way she looks at him, the way she talk to him." August said, as I started to feel bad for him.

"I don't wanna get in between you and Tinashe's friendship. I want you to go on this tour with me with no bad feelings, you should feel great." I told August.

"I feel no way as of now, I don't really care for her that much anymore. I lost interest in Tinashe ever since, didn't you know that?" August asked me.

"Why didn't you tell me? You had me over here thinking something else." I asked him.

"I was gon' tell you when you wasn't so busy." August said.

"You know you can tell me anything whether I am busy or not." I told him as he raised his eyebrow at me.

"You sure about that?" He asked, as we both laughed.

I haven't had a little conversation or sleepover with August like this in months, it feels good to know that I really have someone good in my life.