Temptress. (Zak Bagans FanFic)

Days, Months, a Year.

3 months.

I was love sick, I was awake every night thinking of Clio if she was keeping warm, if she was eating, God I hope she wasn't hooking up with a butch prison girl. I wanted to see her but I had no time, I tried to schedule a lockdown close to her but nothing instead my lockdowns took me back further away from her.

I met up with a friend Don and just caught up seeing how he was and how life was treating him. He didn't know about Clio and I thought I'd share to him my crazy months were I was involved in Clio's life.

"Dude we gotta get you hitched!" I nearly spat my drink out. Hitched as in married no thank you! "Fuck man not like married hitched just like seeing you with a women being happy. I was like you, didn't want a relationship but when I met the one it was different and man I love her." He whipped out his phone to show me their vacation pictures from Rome.

"Beautiful. But! I have someone." The smirk in his smile grinned as far as his face went.

"Zak Bagans you little fuck. Who is she? No little sly photos?"

"Uh it's complicated." And it truly was.

"See mmmm complicated will never work especially with you. Wait here." He necked it his drink and headed into the crowd. I brought my phone and looked the photos I have of Clio how beautiful she was, it fucking sucked I was here and she was there. We should be together!

"Zak, Holly. Holly, Zak. My work is done." He raised his drink and left leaving Holly to take the seat next to me.

"Hey how you going?" I politely asked. She was gorgeous but like plain gorgeous, she'd take of her make up and be plain as Clio was extraordinary without make up. She was just plain, I couldn't even think of talking to her incase Clio found out.

"Good yea you?" She ordered a drink. "You sir are very very hot. Don has told me a lot about you, don't worry I'm not into relationships either." I thought she might've stopped talking but she didn't. "I'm into rough sex."

"Holy shit." I whispered as I had a drink. "I'm currently seeing someone and this isn't going to happen so see ya" I got up paid for her drink and left.

I headed to my car, I was glad I was leaving maybe a few more drinks and her saying the right things I could've had her up against my car fucking her and picturing she was Clio.

6 months.

"Wasn't it my choice for a movie night?" Holly fought with me over a remote.

"No mine!" I jumped on her and rustled with her, she looked good from this view. I dropped the remote and was leaning over her, she raised her hands to hold my face and she kissed me such soft lips.

"Sorry. Breaking barriers." She rolled out underneath me. "C'mon we've had sex, we've kissed. What's so wrong?"

"I'm with someone." I sat down feeling guilty, I don't understand how I've managed to be friend Holly, bring her home, fuck her senselessly and not worry about Clio. I've never brought her into my bed or spent a night with her or even cuddle but it was still wrong, very fucking wrong.

"Clio?" She guessed. "You scream her name out at nights, if you're with her, having nightmares of her where is she? Some girlfriend."

"It's uh complicated and I don't fancy you enough to tell you." I stormed off heading to my front door.

"Just to fuck me right?" She followed.

"Look it's best if you go okay. Leave me alone for a while."

As I've opened the door Aaron stood there waiting to knock, Holly stood there smiling away and I knew I was dead. The look Aaron gave me I knew I was dead meat.

"Shit." I groaned.

"Yes. Shit Zak, you!" He pointed to Holly. "Out. Now." His voice was low but it screamed hatred.

"It's not your house you-"

"LEAVE. NOW." Holly squealed and ran out. "You." He pointed at me.

"Drop it. I'm a grown man." He followed me to the kitchen and outside.

"What about Clio? Did you two break up?"

"No. I-I" I sighed. "I missed her. Holly was a friend of Don's and introduced us but it's sex and I feel guilty every time I fuck her" I sat down throwing a ball to Gracie.

"Guilty really? Then you wouldn't have kept fucking that trash. Zak you're going to tell Clio. She has a right to know!" He was right but I didn't want to loose Clio but I can't lie to her.

"I guess you're right. Fuck man." I bent down and cried, weeped like a little baby I did.

"You're such a dick." Aaron scoffed.

A year.

"Rise and shine" Ash came into the room with a drink for me. "Can't have my guest thirsty." She joked.

I had stayed with the Wasley's while I sort my shit out, Holly wouldn't find me here and I knew I was safe here.

"Hostess with the mostess" I winked at her. "Thanks." She sat down besides me.

"Big day today isn't it" she exhaled deep, I knew what she meant. For the last few days we've all been careful on how we spoke about today. "She's coming home, it's been a year."

"I fucked up Ash." I closed my eyes and held back the tears. "She's going to leave me."

"Zak." She patted my shoulder. "I don't know what to say, but maybe she might understand I don't know. You did the wrong thing Zak. Why would you be with Holly?"

"All the missing I've done, all the long nights awake Holly kept me company for them and listened to me. One night I was hugely sleep deprived and made my move, I thought she was Clio."

"But you fucked her again and again, so you must've liked it?" She tossed.

"No. It wasn't good, fuck I faked half of it. Once I knew what I was doing and knew who I was on top of it went all down hill from there." I explained.

"Do you know what time she is back?" She changed the subject.

"No idea." I answered hurt and guilty.

What have I done.