love through recovery

chapter 7 falling for you?

hey guys its me again <3 Between JROTC and Colorguard and my job my summer has been super hectic! my laptop also was broken but now its fixed so i will definely try to update more! thank you to all of you who still have this on your reading list and to those who read my saving angels!(which now has almost 3000 reads!) as previously stated in the next few chapters alyssa and ronnie will get together but i have MUCH planned for the rest of the story. get ready for my famous cliff hangers lovelies and keep reading! i love you guys message me for my kik or snapchat if you guys ever wanna talk!

Alyssa's pov

I woke up super groggy and wanting a monster. i tried to roll over but was greeted with ronnies flirtatious voice asking something about cuddling up to me.

"ugh fine but only if you get me a monster and you cuddle up by yourself on the sofa not on me" 

"deal kid" He walked out of the room to go down towards the cafeteria where they held all the caffeination and behind him i heard the voices of Charlie and his boyfriend. Finally! i waited for them to get into the room but it seems as if they stopped outside. i could hear the muffled voices of Ronnie and Charlie but i couldn't make out their decision. Charlie was probably being over protective i mean afterall he listens to escape the fate so he knows all about Ronnie's persona.

a few minutes later the two love birds walked in hand in hand. Ryan looked like he was hyperventilating and i questioned it for a bit before i remembered: Ryan idolized escape the fate and Ronnie himself. 

"Ryan chill he's not as nice as you think he is."

"you still like him though"

"what? why the actual fuck would i like someone like Radke. we're barely friends Ryan."

"hmm that's what you think but you look at him how i look at Prince Charles over here." I laughed automatically at the nickname Charlie hated and he hit Ryan playfully on the chest. Did I like Ronnie? i mean he was an asshole but after the Andy and Stormy thing, and the actual hair dye incident, and me stealing his clothes, and of course the fact that despite press coverage he fought to be and stay with me while i was unconscious.

"fuck fuck fuck Ryan you're right! Charlie he's right what the fuck do i do!? he doesnt like me, he just uses girls! not to mention he's motherfudginggummybear famous and i'm just a druggie with an eating disorder like i have no chance. he hates me and-"

"hmm talking about me are we love? just can't get enough of me?"

"uhhh Ronnie how much did you hear?"

"enough and hey where you met me? yeah we're all druggies love."

"QUIT CALLING ME LOVE AND HAND ME THE CAFFEINE!!!"

i was blushing really bad and hoping he didn't notice when he walked over to me and set the monster in my open hand already open. he leaned over and got really close to my ear and whispered "you never know if you have a chance or not if you ever try" and then flipped his hair and sat down on the sofa like nothing happened.

"uhm lyss honey?" Charlie said in a voice so sweet it literally made me sick.

"what"

"forgive me for this"

"wha- wait-"

"Ronnie Lyssa admitted to having a crush on you!"

Ronie blushed and hid behind his hair. what? i actually got Ronnie mother fucking bad boy Radke to blush?

"Ronnie forgive me."

"CHARLIE YOU ASS HAT DO'NT YOU-"

"ALYSSA RONNIE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU TOO AND EVEN CALLED YOU BEAUTIFUL" Charlie yelled over Ronnies very loud protests. God these boys were loud as fuck. it made sense because they both sang/screamed in bands but still we were in a hospital afterall and- wait Ronnie likes me back? but like i mean does he actually like me or just want to use me for sex?

"Charlie, Ryan can Ronnie and I have a minute please?"

"of course love! we found a homophobic nurse earlier so we're going to go and makeout in front of her"

"LOVE YOU DON'T GET KICKED OUT"

"WE WON'T! DON'T HAVE SEX ON A HOSPITAL BED!"

"HEY ASSHAT I HAVE CLASS!" They both walked out the door laughing and i was fine. until the door shut. as soon as i heard the click i realized that Ronnie and I were alone and my heart started pumping faster (which was probably dangerous since i just regained consciousness but hey). 

"R-ronnie is it true?"

"i uh yeah... i didnt want to like you. i wanted to have sex with you and maybe score a few hits through your connections but then we started talking.. and the hair dye situation happened and i started thinking about your laugh and your smile and i don know. i honestly didnt even realize until after i got you here. i remember seeing you in my clothes and thinking how amazing they looked on you and i tried to wake you up and you wouldnt move and all i could think about was making sure you were okay and i-"

"hey hey hey honey its okay i get it you  mean it. i didnt mean to fall for you either. youre famous oh and a total asshat and hell i didnt want to "recover" in the first place but there you were all snarky and hot and shit-"

"you think im hot?"

"Oh shut up Radke"

"fine fine but seriously Alyssa i have a question to ask you"

he used my full name. he had never actually used that before and i knew immedietly he was super serious

"of course"

"well when you get out tomorrow coincidentally we have the day off... we have to report in and will have a drug test when we get back of course but would you like to uh go on a um date with me?"

"hmph i mean i'll have to clear my schedule.... DUH of course i will Radke but uh ya know Rockstars always pay right?"

"anything for my little pink smurf"

"hey! one im not a smurf im taller and two im not yours yet boy"

"uh huh im going to go see how early they'll release you. sit your pretty attitude having ass back down and drink your drink before they come back" i stuck my tongue out at himas he walked out the door and Ryan and Charlie came back in with their clothes wrinkled. i never even wanted to go to rehab and now not only was i clean but i had fallen for Roniie fucking Radke and he had apparently fallen for me too.