love through recovery

chapter 8 Rehab mandated dates

Alyssas pov

two days after she gets out of the hospital

I had been back in the room Ronnie and I shared for two days and it was weird but not in a bad way. We still fought obviously but it usually ended in play fights and cuddling instead of screaming and slamming doors. I'm glad Charlie had the money to check me in here instead of some cheap ass place. I shook my head grateful for Charlie and once again (for the fourth time) banged on the bathroom door as loud as i possibly could.

"RONALD JOSEPH RADKE YOUR HAIR IS FINE GET THE EVER LIVING FUCK OUT OF THE BATHROOM."

"SHUT UP YOU PINK SMURF MY HAIR HAS TO BE PERFECT"

"UGH I AM GOING TO KICK THIS DOOR DOWN"

"CAN'T DO THAT THIS IS A REHAB CENTER THEYLL LOCK YOU UP SOMEWHERE"

I screeched and made a few other inhuman noises and tried to knock on the door again but instead hit Ronnie straight in the chest.

"see this is why i should stay in the bathroom longer. when i come out i get hit! i can never win with you girly"

"oh just get out of my way- did you leave your straightener on i don't want to wait for mine to heat up?"

"all yours love"

i sighed at his cockiness but made my way towards the straightener anyway. the pink had started to fade a bit and i knew we'd have to call andy and stormy back soon to get more. maybe teal or mint this time? i pondered different colors while i put in a new lip ring and finished straightening my hair.

-two hours later-

we couldn't go very many places because the center only let us go within five miles and it was kinda far away from most places. in the end we ended up grabbing french fries and energy drinks and laying on a blanket by a pond that Ronnie apparently had been going to to write songs since he had been forced into the center.

i was a bit concerned when we originally pulled up to a forrest with not a lot of path left but he seemed to care about me enough when i almost died that i didnt think he would let anyone including himself harm me physically.

i reached for my fries and sadly realized that while i wasn't paying attention i had eaten them all. i pouted for a second and looked at Ronnie who was scrawling in a notebook and not paying attention. i scooted closer and close to his fries attempting to be sneaky and had my hand almost all the way in the container before Ronnie yelled "WHAT IN THE ACTUAL HELL ALYSSA ROWENA CARTER GET YOUR GRUBBY ADORABLE LITTLE HANDS OFF MY MOTHER FUCKING FRIES!"

"OR WHAT RONALD JOSEPH RADKE HUH HUH HUH?! I CAN USE YOUR MIDDLE NAME TOO!" i smiled evilly and grabbed the container out of his hands and shoved an entire hand full of fries into my mouth. i chewed as fast as i could and got up running. Ronnie was already halfway up but i was smaller and therefore faster. i ran around two trees and back around the blanket we had been laying on before i felt hands on my back. his much longer arms snaked around my waist and before i knew it i was on the ground.

my heart started pounding out of my chest. i looked up to his black hair falling in my face. he was on top of me. oh god. i tried to move but he held my hands where they were on the blanket

"ah ah ah lyssabear you think you can steal my fries and get away with it"

"well i mean yeah considering i already-" i was cut off by him lowering himself on to me and pressing his lips to mine. we had stolen kisses from each other since the day we both awkwardly admitted to actually having feelings but nothing like this. i felt his tongue snake in between my lips and i couldnt help but make a little noise. what this boy did to me wasn't fair. he deepened the kiss a bit more, holding himself up with one hand he moved his left hand to my hip where his shirt had come up a little bit. his hand on my bare skin felt amazing and i heard almost a growl come out of his mouth before he got off of me.

i rolled my eyes at him and sat up "really Radke?"

"oh don't act like you didn't like it lyssaboo"

"lyssaboo? i thought it was lyssabear? and whether i liked it or not is not the point"

"you upgraded congradulations dweeb"

"shut up nerd"

"well i was gonna ask you to be my official girlfriend but i mean if you want me to shut up"

"wait what!? i fucked up no talk to me you fucking jerk!!!"

he made the motion of locking his lips and throwing away the key and i punched him in the shoulder as hard as i could.

"damn they said love hurts but they never said your girlfriend would beat the ever living hell out of you."

"so you really want me to be your girlfriend"

"nope i was talking to the monster can im sorry who are you?

i punched him again and he kissed me on the forehead. i thought he was being sweet then he decided to whisper in my ear "hmm you made noises just from that imagine all the other noises i could get you to make"

i turned red immediately and punched him again. it seemed to be a thing today.

"Ronnie!!!"

"sorry love you may have made me want an actual girlfriend for more than sex but you can't take my personality away from me. you know you love me being a sexy rockstar"

"uh huh sexy is totally the word for it"

"you know it just like its the word for you. damn babe you do look amazing in my clothes-and i bet even better out of them-"

"Ronnie!"

"sorry. speaking of rockstar wanna hear my new song i've been working on? kinda about drugs which is counter productive but hey this shit sells"

"sure let's hear it."

Oh, I hate to be the one to bear the bad news
Yes, it is true
I finally fell in love
I fell so hard that I'm killing myself
Yes, I need help
Out of this grave that I've dug

And all the friends that I have gone through
And how much I deserve the pain
It's a shame

So hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Oh, they always told me I was gorgeous in a way
And that fateful day
I found who I was
So fill this hole with my prescriptions
I just keep feeding my addictions

And all the friends that I have gone through
And how much I deserve the pain
It's a shame

So hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night
We will have our night

You were the ones that stood by my side, whoa
And I was the one that fought all of your fights

(Hold your head, hold it up high) Whoa
(Keep this close by your side) Whoa

So hold your head
Hold it high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night

Hold your head
Hold it up high
Here's to the friends that were alibis
Keep this close by your side
When I come home we will have our night
We will have our night

"damn radke this is why you write the lyrics"

"thanks. by the way we have to head back to hell now. i'll get Andy to bring monster we can hide places when he brings you more hair dye and you can see your precious Stormy again."

"hey she's hot!"

"yeah yeah yeah c'mon princess" he flipped his hair and walked away knowing he was walking too fast for me.

"hey slow down i have little legs!!!- and dont call me princess!"