love through recovery

Chapter 9 Why isn't this program over yet?

hey guys! sorry i havent written much but my senior year has been crazy! as usual, i'll try to update as much as possible but if i can't then im super sorry! i kinda lost this bet type thing to one of my really close friends who reads my stories so the next two chapter will be dedicated to him! love you natty! anyways, here coming up in the next three to four chapters there will be explicit content so if you're not comfortable with that I'm sorry. Also, there might be a little something between Stormy and Alyssa eventually (with Andy's and Ronnie's consent of course because cheating is bad) so if that bothers you well that sucks. On another note, something in this chapter and the next few chapters is not happy or sexy and it is something I deal with every day. I can't give it away yet because they would give away the next chapter just know this is a way for me to connect to Alyssa and make her more my own and deal with something i understand. thank you to everyone still reading this or that has read my saving angels, you guys are amazing and I'm sorry for the long authors note!

a week after their date

Alyssa's POV

A week since Ronnie had asked me to be his girlfriend. Also a week still in this hellhole. We had both been doing good in the program and I was ecstatic to find out we graduated from the program the same day because he had only been there a few days before me. he was still an arrogant asshole but now at least he was my arrogant asshole. i thought to myself and played with my very faded pink hair.

"Babykins!"

"What the actual fuck Ronald I prefer Lyssabear"

"THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I'M CALLING YOU BABYKINS YOU SNUGGLEMUFFIN"

"dAMMIT RONALD I AM TELLING THE MEDIA YOU USED THE WORD SNUGGLEMUFFINS AND YOURE NEVER GOING TO LIVE IT DOWN"

"I'LL TICKLE YOU"

"I'LL BREAK YOUR STRAIGHTENER!"

I heard him gasp loudly and two muffled voices laughing at him.

"ANDY!!!!! STORMY!!!!!!!!!!!" I ran out of the room in fuzzy socks a long sleeved hoodie and underwear not caring that I wasn't fully dressed. Who cares if i was still in rehab? this was a rich people and celebrity rehab center i'm sure they'd seen worse.

I ran up to stormy first and jumped on her. she picked me up and i wrapped my legs around her waist burying my face in her newly redyed purple hair. I may really like Ronnie but damn this girl was hot. I couldn't wait to spend time with her outside of this hellhole. Three more months and if we did good we were free.

"Hey Lyssa! you never told us what hair dye color you wanted so I picked out mint green for you. you can be a little pastel fairy"

I smiled and moved over to hug Andy who leaned down to kiss me on the forehead before stepping back and taking Stormy's hand in his. they were so cute. I wish Ronnie wasn't as much as an ass...

"hey i'm not an ass!"

"shit i said that outloud"

"yes you did and you're just jealous that my ass looks better in skinny jeans than yours"

"As if Radke, that's not what you were saying last night"

"woah woah woah children if you want these monsters..." andy said grinning and holding out a black plastic bag with what looked like six to eight monsters in it.

"god Andy you're my savior" i laughed and took the bag while sticking my tongue out at Ronnie. He flipped me off and i laughed and got closer to him. I went up on tippie toes like i was going to kiss him and then lick up the entire right side of his face. he looked stunned for a second and then tried to go after me. I laughed and hid behind Stormy. Honestly i have no idea how we haven't gotten kicked out of this place by now or at least started back over at square one.

"Alyssa and Ronald visitor time is over now please return back to your rooms for your mandatory quiet time." i sighed. i hated how short visits got to be but it made sense. what if they brought us drugs or something? we were already going to have to show tthe staff all of the monsters and the hair dye-that we technically werent supposed to have but they gave up on taking- that way they could check for any illegal substances.

Ronnie and Andy did their weird bro hug thing and Andy kissed me on the cheek. Stormy hugged Ronnie and bopped him on the head for me before turning and kissing me on the cheek.

"Bye love only three more months before you, ronnie, and the bvb guys and Charlie can have an awesome party andd you'll finally get to meet my little Seth"

"i can't wait bye lovelies!"

i still couldn't believe that i actually met the man who saved my life on multiple occasions and got to be kissed on the cheek by his hot girlfriend. hey maybe getting strung out wasnt a bad thing?

"Okay Ronald Mcdonald lets go back to our room"

"Alyssa don't call me that"

"Hmm don't use my full name"

"I'll do whatever i want i mean you won't stop me"

i groaned but walked ahead of him grabbing the hair dye and the monsters from where i had dropped them when he was chasing me. i continued walking but had apparently forgotten what i was wearing when i heard Ronnie whistle. i turned around and flipped him off. usually even when they had to make females and males share a room there were strict rules about what clothes had to be on around the other person but they were getting more lax on the rules the closer we got to finishing the program. plus i think they got tired of arguing with Roniie and i. they had learned to pick their battles.

we passed the nurses station and let them check everything we had been given before walking down the hall to our room. as soon as we got in the room though Ronnie surprised me.

"you little fucking tease. prancing around in your lacy little boyshorts and a hoodie? hmmm"

he pressed me up against the door and my breath caught in my throat. he had only really ever been on top of me or pressed against me the one time when he sked me to be his girlfriend and i couldnt breathe. he tilted my head up roughly and kissed me hard, his body pressing mine against the door. his tongue slipped in between my lips and i couldnt help but moan a little bit as he bit down on my lip and swirled his tongue on my lip ring. 

"hmm like that do we Lyssabear?"

i couldnt talk so i just shook my head yes. he laughed that foreshadowed much more than what we were allowed to do but then again when had either of us ever cared?

he picked me up with one arm with out breaking the kiss and growled as he almost threw me on the bed. he climbed on top of me almost in a push up position over me with one hand while the other hand started at my hip and roamed up my side. i shivered and it encouraged him more. he pushed my shirt up and i let out a little noise before i realized what was happening. he started kissing down my neck leaving marks he and i both knew wouldnt go away in a day or two. he kissed all the way to the top of my chest and out of no where stopped.

"but babbeeeeeeee"

"ah ah ah Lyssabear, you tease me i tease you" he had the biggest most sexual grin ever on his face and he slapped my ass hard enough to leave a handprint before going to take a shower.

i groaned and mentally made a list of every possible way to get him back. i stood up and went to my bed to find clothes. Today had been surprisingly well even though i had not felt good the last few days. my head had been hurting and i had felt thirsty and like i was going to throw up constantly.

as soon as i thouht that a wave of nausea washed over me and i got incredibly dizzy. i tried to call for ronnie but my mouth tasted like cotton. why was it always me? I sat down thinking that it would all be fine but before my butt hit the bed, everything went black.