SidePack Oneshots

ruin // vitch

Song: Ruin by Shawn Mendes

Genre: Angsty?
Ship: Vitch (Vik x Mitch)
Warnings: None
Editing: I went over it, I probably missed some

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v i k

I sat alone on my king sized bed.  This bed was supposed to be for two.

And oooh yeah, do you think about me...?
And oooh yeah, do you feel the same way babe?
And oooh yeah, do you remember how we felt?
('Cause I do, so listen to me baby...)

Mitch. He left with a note. A post-it with his writing cramped onto both sides. I stared at our thinking wall, right in front of ou-my bed. Colorful scraps of paper and numerous post-its adorned the light gray wall.

Will you be mine?

I let a tear escape, the first one in 3 days. That note was the one he slipped on my desk 2 years ago when he visited London.

-Mitchy

And I'm not tryna ruin your happiness
But darling, don't you know that I'm the only one for you?
And I'm not tryna ruin your happiness baby
But darling, don't you know that I'm the only one? Yeah

I didn't want to message him. I didn't want to Skype him. Because on all his social medias he's posted a photo of him and his new girlfriend.

A smile brighter than the last one he gave me.

And, do ya?
Do you think about me at all?
And, do you
Do you feel the same way? Oh Tell me, babe
And, do ya?
Do you remember how we felt?
'Cause I do
So listen to me, now
Woah oh oh oh

I love him. I will always love him.

I've known he was bisexual. But never have I thought that he would leave me for a girl.

He was so happy with me. I think. Our walks in the park then running away from geese. All our messed up "first dates" where someone or something always messed it up but it somehow turned out better than usual.

I'm not tryina ruin your happiness
But darling don't you know that
I'm the only one for ya?
And I'm not tryina ruin your happiness, baby
But darling don't you know that
I'm the only one?

Do I ever cross your mind?
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do I ever cross your mind?
Woah, oh, oh

Mitch's laugh. Mitch's smell. Mitch's voice. Mitch's eyes. All of him, racing through my brain. And for three days one thought stayed, do I ever cross his mind?

And I'm not tryina ruin your happiness,
But darling don't you know that
I'm the only one for ya?
And I don't wanna, I don't wanna,
Ruin your happiness, baby
But darling don't you know that
I'm the only one, yeah?

I wanted to call Jerome and ask if he was happier without me. Because if he was then I could finally let him go.

Though, I never could because I never wanted to let Mitch go.

Woah
Do I ever said? Do I ever said? Do I?
Do I ever said? Do I ever said? Oh
Do I ever, Do I ever cross your mind?
Not trying to ruin your happiness at all

Didn't he know that I love him? Didn't he know that he means the world and more to me? Didn't he know that no one would ever match up to my love? 

I hope he's happy.

...

trashy ending bye