Random Thoughts I Have At Night

July 24/25, 2K16

12:35 am

Sooooo

I can't sleep, I'm scared to see the results of my test paper dude ._. Pretty sure I failed math and History

Soooo ._. I'm sobbing

Not just because of school

Because of a fanfiction

Yeonii wtf?

( Just Friends [NamJin])

I cried because, although it's fiction

One could wish it was true...

Basically, Jin was being protected by Namjoon, from bullies, etc

They reached highschool, Jin knew for sure he loved Namjoon

._. Yeonii, why tf did you cry?

Well, you see

Yeonii, you're lesb-

No -_-

I cried because on the last chapter, Jin had a nightmare

(Just read it -_-)

Namjoon saved Jin in that nightmare, Namjoon was Jin's comfort

What came to my head was

Will I ever find a guy like Namjoon in  this story?

A guy who'll protect me, even in my nightmares?

A guy even if he didn't save me, but tried... will I ever meet one?

Will I ever meet a guy, who would love me so much, that he'll try to protect me and love me?

😒

12:41

My stomach is hurting,  It's a Monday, I can't sleep, soooo

What if I actually dound the guy who'd do the same as Namjoon? But I just ignored him?

Eh...Time will tell...

I'm going to bed,

Maybe

Will someone even love me?

I'm young, I guess I have a looooong way to go ._.

Tell me what were or what are your thoughts at night