Androgyny

Ten

Delirious

"I love you." 

I chuckled at Evan's words. 

"Yeah, I know silly, we just had sex." I chuckled again, but Mr. VanossGaming, wasn't laughing along, and that was not normal. 

"Jo-Jonathan?" I nearly choked on my tongue when he used my real name. I turned from the door and looked at him. I let go of the door handle and looked him in the deep brown eyes he had. He twiddled his thumbs and finally met my gaze. "I-I truly la-love you." He tumbled over the words and I loved it. I loved him, and how... how he cared for me, and loved me for who I am. 

Delirious man, don't you realize he's the one. He's the reason you commented on his video. He's the reason you smile everyday before getting judged. He's the reason you now love yourself. He's the reason you feel beautiful. 

I slightly blushed as the warm feeling came to my chest. I ran to my little owl and wrapped my arms around him, squeezing him tightly. Tears streamed down both my cheeks, "I love you too!" We both pulled away, tears both on our faces. I wiped his off as he wiped mine. He smiled and kissed me, "Now, we got some shit to take care of." 

Both Evan and I ran downstairs to meet the guys.

Half way down the stairs Evan stopped me. "Wait. Don't you want your mask?" I let out a shaky breath, I didn't even think about it. "No, we're in deep shit, but we don't know what animal, so I'mma just be strong and start loving myself, thanks to you Vanoss." 

We walked down stairs to greet all the guys. 

"Wholey shit!? Is that Delirious? Man, why hide this from all your fans man?" Marcel chuckled as he wrapped an arm around Simone. I chuckled and looked at everyone, no one said anything bad about me. Well that's because they haven't seen you in your other side. 

I shook off my thoughts and got down to business. "So, my dad huh?" I nervously asked. Marcel looked at me, "Yeah. He didn't mess with me in anyway though, I don't know about the rest of them." 

"Mini, Nogla, Lui, Terrorizer?" They all shook their heads. "Well, uh, okay, come on in!" I tried brightening our situation. Everyone walked in and set their things on the hardwood floor. "5...4...3...2...1..." Samantha came running down the stairs, barking. She instantly tackled all the guys, sniffing and licking. 

I started grabbing everyone's luggage as they played with Sammy. I pulled every bag up the narrow stairs. 

As I carried the bags I thought about everyone's sleeping order. Basically and Simone can share the guest room. Well its a single bed, they can go to Luke's. Mini can take the guest room, Nogla and Lui can use the blow up mattress. Terrorizer can take the couch, and Vanoss... he'll just share with me.  I softly chuckled and put the bags in the hallway. My chuckling grew heavier when I spotted the broken table. The table Vanoss and I destroyed from making out. 

"Need any help?" Speak of the devil. He wrapped his strong arms around me, lighting pecking me on the neck. "No, I'm good, but I could use some lovin'." I heard his wonderful chuckle, the chuckle I nearly fell for over the computer. "You think the guys could handle it?" 

"Well the fact that we might be in some shit they might scold us for making love in a bad situation." Vanoss only continued softly nipping my neck. "Maybe love is the way to handle this." He said against my skin, his breath warm. I lightly pushed him away, "Or maybe we have to take him away." Vanoss grabbed my wrists and looked me in the eyes with his beautiful brown ones. "Are you sure you'd be okay with your dad going to jail? Or even being killed?" I looked Vanoss right back into the eyes, "Only if it'd come to it." With my sentence I kissed Vanoss on the lips, resting my head on his. 

"Delirious!" I heard from downstairs, I pulled my lips from Vanoss's and ran down. "What? What's going on!?" I asked, looking at Mini with his phone with his hand, pushed against his face. "Craig answered his phone, and he won't hang up for some reason! And he's freaking out!" Brian explained. I walked over to the British man everyone knew as Mini Ladd. I tried grabbing the iPhone from him. He only hit me away. "Mini!" I snapped. "What are you doing?! Who's on the phone?" Mini slowly looked at me. I heard him swallow a lump in his throat, and the sweat starting down his face. "Mini! Come on now! If you can't tell me it's something dangerous." I watched as Mini slowly and shakily pulled the phone away, and the screen turning black, meaning the call was over. I grabbed his shoulders, "Craig! Who was that?!" 

"Your father..." Behind me I felt Vanoss. 

"And he's in Indiana... with Tyler." 

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