Androgyny

Fourteen

Delirious

"Are you sure you're okay?" Vanoss kept asking, over and over again.

"Yes, I'm fine love."

"Are you sure? That was a really mean comment."

"Evan, I said I'll be fine."

"You don't seem fine, you won't finish your damn pizza, and that's your first slice!" 

"Maybe I should go to work tonight, get it off my mind."

"Do you mind if I come?"

"Of course not! Because we're gonna get busy as soon as I get home." I teased, wrapping my arm around the small Canasian. 

"How'd I get so lucky?" He asked, looking up at me. 

"The question is, how'd I get so lucky? You saved me Evan, and I honestly don't know how to thank you." 

"By eating and staying alive." He softly said and met my lips. I closed my eyes and cherished the kiss. I removed my arms from his shoulders and put them under his arms, pushing him against the couch. He slightly pulled away and looked at me, "I love you, I hope you know that, and I'd love to see you move your body again." I smashed my lips into his, creating an amazing taste between our lips, "I love you, and how supportive you are." 

I looked at the clock, it was 10:30 pm. "I need to go love." I kissed Evan, grabbed my bag, and walked out the door. 

"Hey Jonathan! How are you hun?" 

"I'm great! You?"

"Oh! Just fantastic! So tonight's theme is the colors of the rainbow, and we each get to pick our own songs and outfits today!" 

I instantly got an idea and ran back stage, "OH my gosh! Talk to you later Chris." I heard him chuckle as I ran. 

I picked out the most bluest blue dress in the closest and the most bluest blue pumps. It's my first time wearing any dress shoes, but I feel pretty confident. The dress was like one of those skater dresses, they were semi-long, and swirled very easily, and I loved it. 

I ran over to our DJ and told him the song I wanted as I performed. He smiled and started looking through his disks. I slightly smiled, the warm feeling of both nervousness and happiness filling my body. The song I picked was beautiful and it meant so much to me. 

"Alright gentlemen! Get ready to have some feels spun into your drinks, and take a good look at H2O Delicious." I took a deep breath as the song started playing, Lana's voice so wonderful. 

My baby lives in shades of blue
Blue eyes and jazz and attitude
He lives in California too
He drives a Chevy Malibu  

I spotted Evan in the back, his eyes watching every move I made. 

And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He lives for love, he loves his drugs
He loves his baby too  

Vanoss

I watched as Delirious moved passionately with the song, not moving sexually but... beautifully. 

But I can't fix him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about this strange weather  

The thing was... the song was made for him. 

But you are unfixable
I can't break through your world
'Cause you live in shades of cool
Your heart is unbreakable  

My baby lives in shades of cool
Cool heart, and hands and aptitude
He lives for love, for women, too
I'm one of many, one is blue  

And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He prays for love, he prays for peace
And maybe someone new  

But I can't help him, can't make him better
And I can't do nothing about his strange weather

Delirious continued dancing, and I just couldn't hold back the tears. Just looking at his beautiful body move in the flowing dress he was wearing, with the most wonderful color of blue, his favorite, and the way the dark, blue eye shadow brought out the bluest in his eyes. 

I watched every single part of his body as the song ended, and of course looked at him walk back behind the curtains. 

"You did amazing!" I nearly cried, seeing Delirious still dressed up. He looked even better close up. He kissed me, hard, and we walked to the car. He unlocked it, and I threw his bag in the back. I opened the passenger side door, and Delirious hopped in. 

I put the keys in the ignition, but Delirious's kiss stopped me. He unbuckled his seat belt and crawled over me. He was now sitting on top of me, running his fingers through my hair, as I did the same to him. He pulled my head back with my hair, and slipped his tongue into my mouth. Our tongues met halfway and we danced in each other's mouth. "Vanoss..." He fiercely said on my lips. 

"Are you sure you wanna do this in the car?" I asked, lightly giggling against his soft lips. He stopped and looked at me, "Of cour-" There was a click on the window, like someone threw a rock. Then out of no where a brick came, smashing right through the window of the car. Delirious squeaked and held onto my chest. I easily removed my hand from Delirious and grabbed the brick in the passenger's seat. I ripped off the note, yet again on the brick. It read, "Your performances suck more than your boyfriend playing video games." 

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