Androgyny

Sixteen

Vanoss

I watched as he bent over, grabbing the bags and throwing them in the back. He looked so happy doing it.

He stopped and turned to me smiling. "What?"

"Just your existence makes me so happy." I chuckled and walked towards him, many thoughts going through me head.

We're gonna restart together.

Live happily ever after.

I wanted to marry him.

Find him another passionate club. 

Maybe have a few children.

I wrapped my arms around him, kissing his neck. "So you ready?" I asked.

"I've never been more ready in my life." 

Delirious

"Never?"

"Never..."

"You've never rode a plane?"

"Nope..."

"But- Okay, are you feeling okay so far?" Vanoss started panicking as the plane slowly took off.

"As long as you're here." 

An hour passed and I looked at Evan, his earbuds in and his brown eyes looking out the window. I squeezed his hand and he turned to me. He took both earbuds out, all ears. "Are you okay?" I nodded. 

"Evan, what if this weirdo follows us to Canada?" I questioned, his eyes filling with thoughts. 

"I'll end him, you hear me? I won't let anything happen to you."

"But what about you?" I asked, lightly tilting my head to the side. 

"Nothing, I'll be here with you forever." 

"You say that Evan! Only to make me feel better!" I whisper-yelled, instantly regretting it. He slowly let go of my hand. "I-I'm sorry Jon." 

"No- Evan I'm sorry. I'm just so damn worried that this is all my fault, that if I was a normal fucking kid, maybe we wouldn't be here. Maybe I'd still live with both my parents, both actually alive and not in jail, and maybe I'd be all happy with them and just..."

"Del... do you know that if all that never happened... you would've never found us, I mean I wish I met you sooner and that I could stop everything... but you turned my world right side up again..." He paused and slowly leaned in, and I went with it, just like our first kiss, but a little softer. I caressed his cheek as we both pulled away, still close enough to each other to feel each other's breath. 

"Why be normal? When we could be unique, love whoever we want, and dress however we want. Do whatever we want, live however we want. I want to be unique with you Jonathan~" We kissed again, this time a little harder. This time he caressed my cheek and gently rubbed it with his warm thumb. 

"So, what are we gonna tell everyone?"

"Who?"

"Our friends... subscribers?"

"Whatever you want, and I think our friends already know." He chuckled and looked back at me from the window. 

"But we need to tell them it's official." I said intertwining our fingers. 

"How about we send them a little video in a chat?" He smirked, an idea popped into his head. He grabbed his phone and went into camera, switching it to video. He clicked it and smashed our lips together. I moved my hand to his face pushing the kiss even more. He stopped the recording and sent it, without looking. His lips were still connected to mine as his phone went off. I saw some of the messages and it was hilarious. 

"Can I turn that into a gif and tweet it?" From Nogla.

"Awwww! You two are so cute! I better be invited to the wedding! I invited you to mine!" From Moo. 

"Jesus fuck, finally!" From Wildcat. 

"GET SOME!" From Mini. 

"AWEEEE THE SHIP HAS SAILED." From Lui. 

"I fucking knew you had it in you Delirious." From CaRtOoNz. 

"I'm literally crying, I'm so happy for you too. I'm proud of you Evan... you saved this clown for us. YOU NEED TO PLAY SOON BTW!" From Basically. 

"They all support." Vanoss turned to me and smiled. I smiled back, squeezing his hand and leaning on his shoulder. "We're almost home..." He whispered as I drifted off into a little nap. 

"Hey."

"Hey, Delirious? We're landing." 

I groaned and smiled as I looked out the window, the view beautiful, especially beside Vanoss's face. I slightly chuckled as he grabbed my hand, the plane reaching ground. 

"Have all your bags?" He asked walking towards the exit. 

"Yep!" I answered, skipping next to him. 

"You seem happy." He chuckled. 

"Of course! I'm going home with you!" 

I'm starting over with you my love~

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