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"Hey Sans, how old are you?"

"Heh, um sudden change of conversations now huh?"

"Sorry it's just that its been on my mind for a while, you don't have to answer."

"Nah, it's alright, but if I had a guess I'd say at least just a couple hundred years."

"Wait, if I had a guess? Just a couple hundred years? How do you not know?"

"Well (Y/N), I was created as an experiment. I didn't know much more than that when I was created. Plus, he never gave us any info on what was outside. We had to learn that for our self's when we escaped. We were lucky they took us in, but being locked up down there, being tortured, it felt like an eternity that just kept repeating."

"I'm sorry."

"It's alright. I mean I get to be here now on the surface, something I didn't think would be possible. Even better, I got to meet you (Y/N)."

"Sans, do you have a limit?"

"Have you forgotten I've got only 1 HP?"

"No, but that's not what I meant. You know I will die someday and there's no stopping it, right?"

"Yeah I know that."

"Well is there ever a time for you in the future?"

"I honestly don't know. I know I'm not like you humans when it comes to that. If that were the case, I don't even know I'd still be here."

"What will you do when I'm gone?"

"(Y/N)?"

"Are you going to forget me? Replace me? I mean, my life span compared to yours is so different. When I'm gone I don't want to make you suffer. If I were in your shoes I don't even know if I would be able to hold all of that pain away. The thought of losing someone close to me is just unbearable."

"Look I don't know how I'll deal with that, but I don't think anyone can replace you or forget you. It's impossible. Why are you thinking about this stuff anyways?"

"I told you. Its been on my mind, and I just need an answer. Its been sitting there in my thoughts making me slowly go insane just knowing it can be a possibility."

"I gotta go I'll talk to ya in a bit okay?"

"Yeah okay." Part of you felt sorta betrayed since he just left you on a sensitive topic, but whatever it was it must've been important. Your tears soaked through most of your pillow, although you can't deny that it was all just tears of sorrow. Finally getting that off your chest made you feel relieved.

You stand up from your bed setting your phone to charge, and went to the restroom to wash the tears away. You look at yourself in the mirror thinking what you should say when he became active again. You thought up of different things to say, but it didn't make you feel any less nervous. You exited the restroom sighing as you closed the door behind you. Walking back to your room you thought of the messages. Maybe it was too much, I shouldn't have brought it up so suddenly. As you open the door to your room a certain skeleton sat with a concerned look, and your soaked pillow.

"(Y/N)? Why are you crying?" You held a finger below your eye, and felt the wetness of a tear that had shed. As you stood there the tears you had once washed away reappeared streaming down your face. You turn away from Sans not wanting him to see.

"I thought you had somewhere to be. Why are you here?" You forced out in a low voice.

"I did, and I'm here. I said I'd talk to you in a bit didn't I?" You knew it was true, but you didn't want him to see you like this. A blue aura surrounded you, and you soon found yourself moving closer to Sans. The blue aura faded away as Sans embraced you. He began to speak lightly into your ear. "(Y/N), I don't really know how that thought got in your head, but you shouldn't be thinking about the future like that. You need to start thinking about the good things and what the future can bring, but your to far ahead. You can't be happy with thoughts like that. " He used his finger to wipe your tears. You started to feel more calm as you took in his words. " Try to take in the good moments that happen in the present.Just like right now. I love holding you you like this. Don't you?" You nodded your head and began to smile. Sans took notice, and smiled with you. "There's my girl." He planted a kiss on your forehead and began to loosen his arm from the hug. You made your grip on him tighter holding him closer than before.

"Don't let go." His arms returned wrapped around you. You felt warm and pleasant. I wish this moment would last forever, but I know eventually I'll have to let go.

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Hey, I know its been a while since I've posted anything but I've been on writers block. I have at least 4 stories either half way done or almost finished, but I end up just starring at the screen when I want to write.

Well I've definitely wasted this summer vacation, but then again binge watching anime isn't really that bad. A few heartbreaks and tears, but worth it. Especially with Re:Zero, but it's cliffhangers slowly kill me on the inside, and yet I go back every Sunday to let it happen again. . . *Cry's cuz Rem*

Anyways enough of that

Erm bye ;-;

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