"Stop crying."
"(Y/N)"
"Please."
"Why?" You muffled out just enough for Sans to hear. "I'm going insane aren't I?" You pull your knees to your chest and continue to sob.
"No, I promise you it's me. I'll tell you the whole story if you want me too." He sits next to you on your bed since he had just appeared moments before you were about to head to bed late that night. "(Y/N)?" He tries to wipe your tears but then remembers that he can't really make physical contact so he retracts his hand.
"Please." You take a moment to breathe and wipe your tears. "Tell me, how are you here. Are you haunting me or something?" His expression changed hearing your words as he had felt guilty.
"Well no, nothing like that. Or that's not how I would put it." He sighed and decided to lay down on the bed." Do you- Is that what you think I'm doing?" Silence is all there was. You couldn't really answer to that question. After all, you don't even know if this is in your mind or if this could be him. As he starred up at the ceiling he began to explain." After I died I was taken to this place. Although, I didn't really know I was dead yet until later on. I can't really explain what it was like but it was weird but beautiful but also scary? Its unexplainable. Well anyways, there was this man and he welcomed me although he really didn't say anything it was more like a gesture. He then took me somewhere, and It was just this huge building. There was another guy inside,but he actually talked to me and told me he runs the place. Also that I was dead. They gave me time to remember how it had happened and to process everything. Soon after, well, I just had to see you. It was hell doing those things I had to do to be here. While it is worth it my only problem is I only have a certain amount of time to be with you. Kinda like that time in the bus. I was kinda afraid to get to you so I ended up sitting farther from you. You saw me and I- Actually that time I wasn't ready. I just left. It was the other time when you tried to put your hand under mine. They pulled me back. Even now at any moment I have to go back and they'll have me do these things and if I resist they won't let me see you.
"Why do you have to see me?"
"Because I lo-.He paused and sat up realizing what he was about to say. "I didn't want you to... I just can't imagine what... I just... I missed you." With that he disappeared again.
You still had questions, and wanted answers as soon as possible. You wanted to see him again even though he had just left. You finally believed it was him.That night you hardly slept. You worried for Sans. You wanted to know what kind of things they were making him do. You could only wait for him to appear again.
-×-
Its been to long. He hasn't come back to me. Will he ever come back? Were is he? I waited. And waited. And waited.
Its been half a year, but he was no where to be found. You shrugged it off for a while but then you started to get anxious. Youve been getting depressed giving up hope. Then you start asking yourself if it was all just something you came up with in your head and you weren't seeing Sans after all.
Its summer vacation, but you've been spending most of it locked in your room. Your parents are out so its just you. You hear the doorbell ring but you were not in the mood so you didn't answer. It rang again but this time they decided to ring it twice. You stayed quiet. Soon after they rang the doorbell continuously which irritated you so you decided to answer it.
"Hey, (y/n) what's wrong you've been like this for a while and its pissing me off." One of your friends had came to your house worried for you. You scoffed shutting the door, but they placed there foot inside preventing you from shutting it completely. "Dude, I'm trying to help you!" They exclaimed pushing the door open. They had opened they door completely revealing you just standing there tearing up breathing heavily.
"I-I'm fine." You said quietly as you began walking back to your room.
You heard the door close and their footsteps quickly come up to you. You get to your room and sit on your bed trying to calm down. Your friend enters the room and sits next to you.
"It's going to be okay (y/n). I know you miss him, but you have to let him go. He's gone."
"He came to me-" you sigh and fall back onto your bed."-that night. I saw him. And he spoke to me." You felt the tears come back streaming down your face.
"(Y/N), this is going to far. You have to let him go. Look what holding on is doing to you." You start to chuckle and sit up on your bed again to soon stand up. "Um (y/n)?"
"Get out."
"Wait what?"
"I said get out.Leave me alone. I don't want to see you."
"Look (y/n) I-"
"Now! Please." They stand up and leave without saying another word.
-×-
Summer vacation had ended and you were going back in school. You sat in the bus and you looked out the window. This view just reminds you about everything that's happened. You hate it. It made you think about him. His image just immediately pops up in your mind. Thoughts, images, and ideas flow through your mind.
There's a way. Why haven't I realized. He's waiting for me. He wants me to join him. He's been waiting for me all this time. I can be with him. I will be with him. I love him. I'll join him soon.
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