trigger warning- possible eating disorder or anxiety or self harm tendencies
phil had learned allot about dan. like how dan enjoyed kanye west, which he was surprised by. he didn't see him as a kanye fan. or how he lived on his own, in a tiny apartment relevantly near phils.
phil thought dan was beautiful. but dan was straight, he was normal. unlike phil. he was pretty unlike phil and he was outgoing unlike phil. phil was jealous of how pretty he was. why couldnt phil be that pretty?
right then phil abruptly stood up in the middle or dan talking about an anime he was watching and said "im sorry-y, i ha-ave to-o go to-o the bath-hroom-m" and ran into the bathroom. he went into one of the stalls and started balling. he was violently shaking and needed a release. he took his case off his phone and grabbed his blade and slashed his wrists. over and over.
one, for being ugly
two, for being pathetic
three, for dan never liking him back.
he began to get light headed and before he could make another cut, he blacked out.
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sad boys - phan
Fanfiction(crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)
