sad boys - phan

dan

sorry for no update, school has been a bitch !!

trigger warning- possible eating disorder or anxiety or self harm tendencies 

dan woke up the next morning with a pain of hunger in his stomach. dan wasnt planning on eating though, that would just make him fat. he had to be skinny, no one likes fat guys. he wanted to be pretty, for phil. 

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the night before dan had called phil and planned for them to meet at the coffee shop as usual. dan was nervous, they had kissed the night before. what if it was awkward between the two now? they had been going so good, he didnt want to fuck it up. 

getting up, ignoring the pain in this stomach, dan hoped in the shower. he washed his hair and his body and got out. changing into a tan yeezy sweater (aka potato sack) and some black skinny jeans and left his hair natural. grabbing his phone he walked out of his tiny apartment to phils to pick him up. 

once he got to the door he adjusted his hair and knocked on the door. "come in" he heard phil say from inside. walking in dan smelt vanilla and cookies, phil always smelt like vanilla and cookies. "im almost ready, sorry i woke up a little late" phil giggled as dan walked into phils room. 

phil had on a white skater skirt, white knee socks with little bows, and a oversized pastel pink sweater. 

"you look cute" dan smiled as he walked up to phil who was looking at himself in a mirror. "are you sure? i feel like i look dumb" phil sighed as he looked up at dan. "yes im positive, you look beautiful" dan said as he grabbed phils hand as they started to walk out. 

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"hey thats not funny! its not my fault im short!" phil giggled as he jumped up and down trying to reach a book from the book shelf. dan was sitting at the back table watching phil as he struggled to grab a book. "fine, ill get it!" dan laughed, as he stood up and grabbed the book for him. dan wasn't feeling great, he was tired and extremely light headed. he was finding it hard to focus his eyes on things and was super sweaty. but he wanted to stay with phil, so he wouldn't admit he wasn't okay no matter how much phil asked. walking back to the table, dan started to not hear what phil was saying, and his eyes where getting tired. before dan could process what was happening, everything went black.