The Dark Poems In My Head

Pain

I don't know anymore.

My head is breaking,

No.

Not my head.

Not everyone can see.

My mind is the thing that's breaking.

I haven't broken a single bone,

And yet I feel more pain than that could be thought of.

I haven't died,

Yet I know the ways of almost every path you can take to get you there.

I feel my heart break in pieces more everyday,

Yet I can never feel a tear prick my eye anymore.

I fall numb,

And nothing can bring me back.

Nothing until I read something stupidly cute,

See something that makes me grin like a goof ball,

Makes me love just a little.

But if it's to much,

I shall be closed again.

Forever numb.

I don't think I'm allowed to know anymore.

I think that only causes pain.

And pain...

Me and Pain speak to each other quite often,

So maybe if I just forget,

Maybe it will go away?

-Me, 7/26