Troubled Heart♡ (GirlxGirl)

Dedication To Diamond.

"Love is something we feel and hold on to, love is desirable, and it makes us vulnerable."
Diamond I love you today, tomorrow and forever more. We shared a lot of amazing times together and created a lot of great memories. You were always the one that held my heart and you still do. I will always lie and say im over you so you don't feel like you have to be unhappy with me. I want you to spread your wings and fly and if your wing happen to break I'll always be right here to catch you. When you left you took apart of me that would never return. Will I ever love again the way I love you? I don't know. The fear of being hurt. But I won't stop myself from falling again maybe this time someone will catch me. I deserve that much. I know im not a bad person so I won't beat myself up to much. Sometimes I wonder how I even pulled you. To me you're still an angel through all the pain you caused me and truly I could never really hate you. I love you Diamond. Im in love with you. And that mainly is the reason I let you go so easily. I love you soo much that I would rather you be happy with the person you love than to be selfish and hold on to you for my own happiness. Im sorry that I couldn't be Mrs. Right. Im sorry for loving you too much. Im sorry for being selfish and wanting you to myself. I'm so sorry that we even had to cross paths. I do not regret one moment of it. But im sorry. ♡

What I realize is, you don't fight love, love fights you. You fought it so I know it wasn't love you felt. A friendship is always something we would share from afar.