Spiritual gifts

Prologue

Prologue:

     I felt like I was so alone, like no one liked me, like I had no self worth. I would always ask myself "What am I here to do? How am I supposed to live life? Am I here for a reason or do I not belong here? Who am I?"

      As I grew up, I just became more and more self conscious. Thinking about how people thought about me, if I laughed like this maybe I would be more likable, maybe if I smiled like this my crush would like me. It kept getting worse, soon enough I wouldn't wear my favourite pair of jeans, because I thought they made me look fat.

      I thought all the other girls in my class were beautiful, skinny, had gorgeous hair, had professional looking nails and make up, and then there was me...

      Would any boy want to date me? Will I ever be in a relationship with a boy? Will I ever get married? Will I ever have kids?

      Did God have a plan for me, or was I all alone to make hard decisions, and choose my life paths by myself?

      If you have felt like this at any point in your life, then you know exactly how I felt...

      "She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future." - Proverbs 31:25

      Thanks for reading my prologue, there is more coming. I will be posting every Monday at the latest, but sometimes before then, if I get requests. Please feel free to vote, and comment... thanx :D