Lost & Found

Chapter 5

What did I just do? Did I just accept on being Logan's girlfriend... This is NOT happening. I don't know what to do. I don't know him, I don't like him... I don't WANT to be his girlfriend.

By this point it was the next morning, still processing what I have gotten myself into. What am I supposed to tell Leena! Oh my god, I can't get over what just happened. No.. I cant tell anyone, I cant have everyone know im 'dating' Logan.

Today is a Friday so im looking forward to just isolate myself the weekend and just think about everything. For today I felt way too awkward to even dress myself nicely. I just picked out a casual shirt, a cardigan with some light wash jeans and sneakers. For my hair I just threw it into a messy pony tail. As for usual I decided to walk today. 

''Hey! Are you ok?'' Leena greets me with a hug noticing my serious expression.

''Yeah, just... tired.'' I lied.

''Hm, you sure?'' 

I nodded. It was time for our first class which one Math, it wasn't the worst but its pretty shitty if i say so myself. The only thing i was admiring was how Logan wasn't with me in this class thank you god. Today i was really on the lookout.

I cant just stand how i accepted... I never had a boyfriend before.. not even a little crush or fling. I shouldn't know what to do or how to react or act. I wasn't ready just yet for one either.

After a few classes I headed to lunch along with Leena, I wasn't feeling like eating today so I just bought myself a little bag of chips to satisfy my little hunger that i had behind all these nervous butterflies in my stomach. And it was not the good kind.. the bad kind. As we were sitting down Zack joins up and starts conversation distracting me from my thoughts which was good because if I continued worrying I was going to explode.

While we were eating and conversing, I see Logan out the corner of my eye. Oh god, please don't come this way. Yet he still was, he was walking our direction with a smirk planted on his face making my face turn bright red. 

''Hi there'' He sits beside me not even bothering to ask.

''Hey?'' Leena looks at me confused.

''How are you ladies doing?'' He asked.

I look down. ''We're fine... um what are you doing here?'' Leena questioned.

''Cant I spend with with my gir-'' I cut him off kicking his leg. '' Friends'' He coughed.

I clear my throat as I sip my juice.

''Sorry to ask, Logan. But since are we considered your friends?'' Leena continues asking and almost insisting on an answer.

''Im friends with everyone?''

I start to stand up taking my things to walk away. 

''Where you going?'' Zack asks me.

''Just gonna go grab something from my locker real quick'' 

They nod and I walk away noticing Logan is right behind me.

'' Why run away from me?'' He smirks at me for the hundredth time.

'' Why are you following me?'' 

He raises an eyebrow ''Because you're my girl- '' I place my hand over his mouth stopping him from saying no more.

''What is going on with you'' He says.

''Look, they don't know.. nobody does'' 

''Ah, I see what you're doing'' He leans against the wall.