princess and the geek [ stydia ]

chapter 14: forgiveness

"stiles please!" i yell.

"stop calling me lydia." i can hear stiles breathing heavily as he growls at me through the phone.

"please, i just want to-"

"apologize? yeah, well no matter what you do, your sorry ass is not going to be forgiven."

i groan out loud. "i'm not asking for forgiveness!"

stiles scoffs. "what, are you asking to date scott?"

i roll my eyes. "no, i - i just want you to know, that it meant nothing to me stiles. nothing. i was drunk off my ass, not knowing what i was doing or saying. i was grieving, okay? my best friend died three days earlier and i just-"

"needed to have sex with someone. okay, of course i understand now, lydia. stop your pathetic excuses and leave me alone."

i open my mouth to speak but realize there's no sound coming from the other end and that he's hung up on me.

i throw my phone at the wall, not caring if the screen cracked or broke.

a frustrated scream escapes my lips and i grab my hair like a maniac.

i am a maniac.

a drunk, cheating maniac.