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"Get out." I mumble as I watch Robins figure shrink in the distance, Ricardo makes no effort to move to busy clutching his face and groaning in pain, "I said GET OUT!" I shout, anger getting the best of me,

"Urgh, that piece of shit punched me! That was a cheep shot, a cheep shot" he groans, ignoring my out burst,

"Leave!! Now" I demand as I move over to I'm and start pulling him up by his elbow s and shoving him towards the door,

"Why? Just a moment ago you were willing to let me fuck you and now you want me out?" he asks, I don't say anything and just continue to push him, "He's holding you back. He makes you feel bad. He's not your boyfriend, He's not in charge of you. Why give him the satisfaction of knowing he can control you so easily?" Ricardo asks, I look up at him.

"What do you want me to do? Fuck you? Yeah, because that'll make me feel soo much better, won't it?" I roll my eyes, "This is your fault, if you didn't turn up, uninvited, me and Robin would be just fine, you had to go and ruin the only good thing I have going for myself. And now you have the nerve to tell me that Robin's the problem? You make me sick." I  growl as I shove him out my bedroom door, making him stumble down the few steps. He looks at me shocked at first but that look is soon replaced with one of sly evilness.

"You made your choose, I'll see you soon baby" he smirks then turns on the balls of his heels and jogs down the stairs.

My stomach clenches as if he had just made a terrible threat, I stand still for a minute, unable to move, then catch my breath and re-enter my room.

I've made my choose. I don't know what that is meant to mean and I'm not sure how I'm meant to feel about it. Is he planning something? Did I just secure my fate? No. That's stupid, he's Robins friend and as much as he might hate me I don't think he'd ever physically hurt me, right?

I'm probably overthinking this. I need some sleep.

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I wake up to the sun blinding me through my window, I must have forgotten to close the curtains. I sigh and get up, 10 o'clock, not a bad time for me. I slip on a pair of black skinny jeans and a plan white t-shirt then make my way to the dinning room.

"Blake, you're up early" Miss Heliotrope states, slightly stunned, "How you feeling?" she asks, I cringe slightly, I really don't want to talk about feelings,  ew

"I'm great." I say shortly as I start nibbling on a piece of toast, Miss Heliotrope,  Digweed and Marmaduke all watch me in silence, I roll my eyes and stand up, "I'm going on a run, see you later." I state as I throw the piece of toast down and then walk out,

"Wait-" Miss Heliotrope starts but I slam the door before she can try to talk me into talking about our 'feelings'. I roll my eyes at the thought, and start my well needed run.

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After about an hour of running I find myself at the cliff. I wonder why I ran here, I wasn't thinking about it. Weird. I decide to have a brake so I slip off my shoes and sit on the edge of the cliff, letting my feet dangle. I hum along to that annoying ass song that has been stuck in my head ever since I played it on the piano and look over across the gentle sea.

I stare at the sea and before I realise a single tear trickles down my face and lands in the water, as soon as I allow myself one tear there is no stopping it. Tear after tear runs down my face and falls into the sea. I hate that fucking Ricardo, I hate him so, so much. If he hadn't let himself in like he always does, non of this would have happened. I hope he drowns to death.

As I get more and more wound up the sea gets rougher and rougher until it looks similar to the night I returned the pearls. I stand up on wobbly legs and let a scream of frustration out. A pillar of water jumps out the water and stands in front of me as I continue to scream. I feel power run though me as I start to grin, I'm powerful. The water drops back down into the rocky sea as I smile to myself. 

Fuck being the moon princess, I'm the fucking moon queen.

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A/N

Yellow.

I know this is a shorter update the usual and I haven't updated in ages but I'll try and update more often. Butt I'm staying at a friends house for a week and a day from this Friday so I won't update while I'm there.


  Any whore, some people misunderstood my last update 'Idea', so let me explain. I wasn't saying I would stop updating this story, just that the updates will continue to be slow. What I was thinking was that I could start a completely new som fanfic.

Song of the day-  Lykke Li - I follow you, deep sea baby (alternative rmx version)

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BwZEzUaMto

Thanks for reading, as always vote and comment, I always follow back and I'm greatful for any suggestions.

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