With Robin (Sequel.)

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Robin walked in front of us the whole way back to the castle.  He seems to be kicking himself over something. Something to do with me I can tell from the way he keeps glancing back towards me.

Ricardo on the other hand seemed to be keeping very close to me, as if he thought I'd start running in the other direction at even given moment. I guess he doesn't realise that I'd have no where to go.

I hate that things couldn't be reversed and I could have Robin next to me.

How can I explain what Robin saw to him? I don't want to lie but I think i might have to or his daddy dearest is gonna blow up the world.

When we get back its already the early hours in the morning, i guess the time flies when you're having as much fun as I am.

"Take her to a guest room." Robin orders Ricardo. My eyes shift to him. God don't leave me alone with this kid.

"Will do." Ricardo says, nodding slightly as he grabs my arm and starts dragging me off. Robins eyes remain locked onto mine as I'm dragged away, the look in his eyes beg me to say something but I cant figure out what he wants the words to be.

Ricardo takes me into a shitty looking room in the part of the castle I never really went to much. The room its self is tiny. just having enough room for a smaller then single bed and a bed side table. Ricardo enters the dark room behind me and watches me stand there awkwardly for a minute.

"Blake Blackheart" he states. "An odd choice of name." he adds while standing so close to me I can feel his cold breath on my face.

"I didn't get much choice in it" I say with a short laugh, trying to make myself feel a little less terrified. Does he know? Did he figure it out?

"You think I'm dumb, don't you little girl?" he laughs.

"I-I don't know what you're talking about" I stutter, trying to think of a escape from here if i needed one.

"Be up for Breakfast tomorrow. We'll be serving at 7. If you miss it you miss it and wont get food till lunch.  Robin will want to do some training with you," he says, then he turns and leaves. Just like that.

I stand there confused for a moment. Does Ricardo know? Is he the one using dark magic? Why wouldn't he kill me?

I don't understand any of this.

I want my old life back. The one where everything is so much easier. The one where Robin wouldn't look at me like that.

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I didn't sleep. I stayed up and tried to sort out my mind. Not as easy as you'd think. The more I thought the more I felt like I had a block in the way. Its like my thoughts aren't just my own anymore.

I gave up after a bit and just started practicing how i hold the bow and getting faster at putting a arrow into it. Three more days to go and I'm trying my hardest but sometimes your hardest isn't good enough.

I cant feel and I cant think straight. it seems whatever I do I'm just making myself more problems. I cant seem to do things right. I never can. On the rare instances I do something right I get no credit. That never mattered before though because I had all I could ever need with Robin. Now that's gone so has my confidence in everything i do.

I could really do with love right now. Just to remind me I can do this and its worth it.

Anyway. I should really start heading down breakfast.

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A/N - Sorry it's been so long. I've been high key busy. Wasn't even planning on updating but I saw a comment saying they'd cry when I update and you know how much I love making others weep. So you're welcome baby.

Sorry if it's kinda shitty but I low key forgot what I writ last time and who can be fucked to re read their own shit? Not me.

Short and not proof read, as always.