So this chapter isn't a emotion or what it makes me feel. This is me. I just wanted to say that sometimes I come off as a little much or a little pathetic but I'm not trying to. I was told that I am a toxic person and many other things. I don't care that they think that. They can think whatever they want but I just wanted to put out there that not once have I been fake. I am being myself. It may come off as dark or looking for pity. Yes I can be dark but I am not looking for pity I have enough to last me a life time. Pity makes me angry in itself but I'm not looking for any from anyone. I am on here being me. I will not be fake even if that gets me hate. I just want to clarify that I can be dark and I can show sadness but so can everyone else. That doesn't mean I'm looking for your pity or anything like that. I will be me. If that is a problem than you can distance yourself from my account so you don't hurt me or anyone. Because my account is not the place to be mean or judgemental. It is here so I can be me the real me and for anyone else that needs somewhere to go were they can be themselves. If that gets me hate so be it but I'm done bending to society or bending to people that don't know the first thing about me or anyone else.