How?
I see now. As my mind races and the people around me start to slowly disappear. I feel you tugging at the pit of my stomach and the more I say nothing the harder you pull. I feel the tears start to fall and my heart begin to drop. I feel as if my world has come crashing down around me and is taking me with it. Time goes by and I still stay quite. I start to do what is expected of me and not care as to why I feel as though I have done nothing at all. I let you take me away. I welcome you with open arms and I let you in. You my friend have come to me in my worst of times and surprised me when I didn't know you were coming. And stuck with me when no one else has. My anxiety has taken control and she has the power to make me do as she wishes. No one would stop her.
So now I tell you....... this is how I have come to the point I'm at.
This is how I've come to the point where I feel as though nothing is right or there will never be a safe place.
