Make Up Your Mind Willow

The Situation

It's been 3 weeks since I talked to Calum. I can't help but think that I screwed up not only our friendship but our whole relationship. I'm sure you're wondering and confused about the whole situation. Let's take a trip down memory lane, shall we?

2 Years Ago....

Once upon a time... hang on... back up Willow, this is real life.

Believe if or not, you know that bitch Scarlet, of course you do, well Calum, Scarlet and I were best friends. Hard to believe? Probably. But not for me.

We were so close. We knew each others secrets. We knew our souls inside and out plus backwards. Until the night. 

Until the night Scarlet did the unthinkable.

We were all at my house. Normal. So normal that it was a regular event. We were having a sleepover.

We knew something was wrong with Scarlet. I knew something was wrong with Scarlet. But I couldn't figure it out.

I was so focused on Scarlet... that I forgot about Calum. To my unawareness, he too was acting strange.

To my unawareness, something had been going on between them. To my unawareness, it had become a regular event. To my unawareness, it had become such a regular event that it was as regular as our hang outs.

They had been together for 3 months before I found out. I only found out because they were kissing in my own backyard. I was hurt because they didn't tell me.

Scarlet was always the wild child of the group. This relationship kept treading for the rest of the year. To my disgust. Another thing was that Scarlet always hanged out with us, but also with the unknown people. The unknown people were the people who did drugs, smoked, had unsafe sex, all that. So I guess you know what I'm about to say next.

Since Scarlet was in this group, so was Calum.

Calum got into drugs, sex with not just Scarlet but the rest of the unknowns. He started to smoke. He would say he did it just because his voice was so high pitched. But it didn't matter, that wasn't the reason. He was going to do it anyway.

This continued until Calum met Ashton, Luke and Michael. Michael was in the unknown group, but I like to think that Luke and Ashton saved them. Saved the real Calum and Michael.

No as for Scarlet. She dumped Calum after he left the unknown group and started hanging out with the rest of now, 5SOS. She then eventually moved onto the group of bitches she is with now. She didn't go far... to be honest. They are all the same.

But not Calum. He got dragged into it. Because of her.

 Present.....

 So now you know about the situation. And how Calum made a mistake.

But to got back to that same mistake again.

It really does hurt.

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