Make Up Your Mind Willow

Party with Livia

Calum...

Calum. Calum. Calum. Calum.

Listening to 'Honest' by Jessica Mauboy.

What is with my brain today? It's Saturday. So... oh yeah. Last night I came to terms with my feelings. They are in a different world. Planet even.

I like him.

I said it. This girl right here, likes a Scottish/New Zealander boy, who has known her since donkeys ago. He has always been there for her, even though he has made some dumb arse decisions. And you know I can't ignore these feelings forever. And I can't not forgive him, because to be honest, it shouldn't have effected me this much. Sure, they were/are by best friends, but how old are you Willow? 12 years old. No your 16 turning 17 in December. It's time to grow up.

Well that escalated quickly didn't it.

I got out of bed ready to spends sometime with my friends. Lauren had texted me, inviting me to a Youtuber hang-out. All of the Brittish youtubers are gonna be so, it's looks like it's gonna be fun.

Plus Livia is going to be there. Livia went to a different high school to me since she had really.. REALLY.. good grades. I'm just sayin'. I do alright at school. It's always a party where Livia is at ;).

I went to get ready since I'm going to pick up Livia. She likes to be fashionably late... all the time (Love you Liv).

I decided to wear my hair in a messy ponytail, with casual skinny jeans and a hoodie. Perfect.

                                                                                        ~

"Willow! Over here!" Lauren called for me and Livia. Lauren face was beaming at Livia. Playing cupid are we Lauren?

"Hey girls meet Jack and Finn from Jacksgap!"

Straight away Finn basically THREW himself at Livia. I guess I'm not here...

"Lovely to meet you" Jack beamed and shook my hand. He seems nice.

After Livia and Finn's love fest was over, Lauren took us around introducing us to everyone.

We met Louis, Zoe, Alfie, Marcus and his girlfriend. They are a cute couple. Of course, Jack and Finn, Joe, Jim and Tanya.

We were moving our way on to meet Caspar, when I recognised a familiar head. Blonde hair.... Ashton? Instead of Lauren pulling me and Livia, I pulled both of them to Ashton.

"Ashton what are you doing here?" Ashton had those dimples that you could literally swim in, planted on his face. He embraced me into a hug.

"Oh, I got invited by Caspar"

It all makes sence now.

"Oh cool! Haha, so you guys are back from tour?

"Yeah we got back yesturday!"

That's weird... Calum called me yesturday. Anyway.

"Oh Ashton these are my friends Livia and Lauren" I introduced all of them and Ashton and Lauren hit it off right away. They were in a full on conversation when Livia nudged me.

"Go Lauren"

"I know right. I would have never thought."

To be honest I was surprised that Lauren and Ashton were getting along so well. I mean, Lauren is very caring, shy, very quiet, but has like this spastic side to her, like once you get to know her, she is really fun. And Ashton is quite chipper and fun to be around, and is also a very caring person.

When I landed back to reality, Livia was chatting with Finn... again. Haha, and Ashton seemed to be giving Lauren his number.

 This party is what I have needed. I finally feel happy.

Vote, Comment, Like xx Love ya xx